Well for my first xmas away from the whole family, it wasnt so bad, I talked to my auntie and uncle and grandma last night on the phone.. I kinda felt left out, but it was still nice to hear them. for x mas i got my own computer :) score.. and i got a digital camera.. and a new phone and disc man.. and alot of other stuff. i was pretty spoiled.. hehe. I think its mostly cause my parentals wanted to make my shitty christmas as good as they could.. gold metal deffinatly. Im so tired, my mom got me a bottle of malibu,and i like totaled it last night.. ahha i was so intoxicated.. YES!! I get to see Brandon tomorrow :D im soo fricken happy. I miss him lyke fuckin crazy. i havent seen him for almost three weeks. so im going to his house and sleeping over. :);) it should be fun.. then monday him and I are going shopping.. or I might go shoppin with jess.. then go to brandons.. then maybe go shopping again with him monday? i donno mang, but im so excited to see him and to shop HAHA i like have all of matts shit, and all his friends are tellin me to just keep it :P haha i should.. and then if he asks for it back ill tell him he can fuckin shove them hehe.. any ways, im going to get going! Merry X mass all xOx