Im so sick of everything right now. I can't keeping look back. I need to start looking at what is around me and not whats in front of me. I need to realize what i have and hold on to it for as long as i can because even though i have lost so much trust and faith in many peope i still have those few i don't want to loose. Couldn't afford to loose. For some reason many people love drama. It makes them happy to hurt someone else just simply because they hurt. i have realized many things from seeing and being in fights. For some reason someone always seems to bring up subjects that aren't even relevant and hurtful. If you are feeling annoyed or need to talk to someone about something that is bugging you consult them...dont keep it in because in the end it will only come out worse. Don't pretend you are someones friend when you are not. Right now i don't know who my friends are. Another thing... Only you can help yourself...people can only support.