burning deep inside of me

Listening to: Lennon
I don't know what people want me to do honestly. I try so hard to help them and be nice to them but they are just mean back. Its hard always keeping your mouth shut when you really do what to help even though they don't want it, they really need it. I don't know why people complain so much about there life. EVERYONE has gone through harsh things maybe more then others but we still have all gone through things. I'm sick of people saying how depressed and how unhappy they are. I wouldn't be able to act happy if I wasn't, at least for a long time. I don't know how to make anyone happy. I mean I can't even please my best friend. I know who I care about and what I care about. Things might be shaky but it doesn't change how I feel about people. I just want to know what am I supposed to do because I am getting no where.
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we have been through this so many times. i don't get what confuses you, you know that i love the fact that you want to help but i don't want it. and you can't help someone who doesn't want help. i don't even know how it all got into this whole depression thing agian but obviously youre still mad about it or else it wouldn't have come up agian..in the middle of me stating something. i am sorry im not who you think i am/should be or want me to be.
[Anonymous]
everyone has ther ownway of dealing with the problems its my diary if i want to complain i can & what do you mean you can't even pleaseyour bestfriend
[Anonymous]
i tell you something and you contradict me. i am confused mel. how don't you make me happy? why would i hang out with you every single weekend if you made me sad? that would be stupid. you do make me happy...if you didn't why i even consider you my friend. let alone my best friend...im confused. and then you just leave...and sign off.
[Anonymous]
You put it into words so well. Everyone is always depressed, blah. I was going to post the same thing, but couldn't word it like you could.
-Devon
[Anonymous]