well i woke up and figured that my alarm didn't go off at midnight like i wanted it to due to the fact that i didn't any of my cd's in there... i thought i had at least one :-/ so i woke up to a computer filled with messages... now i'm downloading a lot of songs cause i learned that if you make it an MP3 cd you can fit more... lol i'm so stupid! i just got back from the mall... and i hate going there with my mom which is why i can't wait til justin gets his license so he can drive me around...but anyways i needed pants so i went into pac-sun and shes like no i'm not paying that much money for jeans anymore cause all you do is lose weight... so we went into all these other stores which i told her i didn't like anyways... finally we just settled on JCPennys... i ALMOST got an orange pair but i didn't cause mom said she liked them... and i TRYED telling her my size and i DON'T have one but she yelled at me and i'm just like fuck it! and got pants and got outta there... she was just pissy all day and shes one to take it on others... whatever i'll live i got pants and perfume from Victoria Secrets...i love that place!!! well i'm done now... Scars remind me that the past is real... ~Jess

twitterpated?!?! lol anyways i'm downloading alot more music then i normally do... cause i killed it all last night... want to know more visit my xanga... but anyways... i really have nothing to say i miss terry...haven't talked to him since friday i believe and hes in dixon city now so i can't talk to him... i hope hes on later tonight cause i have an hour time limit now..."got cocky again :)" later

well it was HILARIOUS!!! Justin has a herniated disc in his back or something any way that makes him walk like he has a stick up his ass!!! I heard this loud BANG!!! and anyways justin was in the recliner and daddy heard the phone ring and got up real quick and hit his foot off the table grabbed justins chair and they both went down and i walk out and justins like still in the chair but its now on the ground and laughing and moms like making sure everyones alright...right before telling me what happened:P anyways today was OKAY... i learned things and fixed things and mad enew friends and my mom just said the word mammogram and now i'm scared! they have to hurt...i mean they have to like SQUASH IT!!! ouch! what if you're boobs are REALLY small (anyone leaves a comment that says like mine i'll hurt them:P)but what if they don't fit in the machine or whatever the use!!! (by the way i'm not THAT small:P) wow me bree heather sami and brandy talk about our boobs ALOT!!! we need a new topic... i mean come on bree IMed me when she came back from the mall or store or something telling me she she FINALLY fit into a C come on! lol love you bree Later

hmmmm why in the world would i show an entry that showed how many people dislike me... hmmm #1 if you're going to leave comments and be a bitch have enough courage to leave you're name... #2 i didn't show the whole world... i showed the people here at sitdiaries. #3 i only showed that ONE person dislikes me not how many...get your facts straight... #4 i don't think any of this concerned you whoever you are who left the comment on my last entry... #5 now i shall do it more cause maybe then i will get more people like you to leave rude comments :) oh joy i can't wait!!! but dammit i need some more people that hate me to IM me... ANYWAYS now that i got that outta the way well i got on the internet this morning and went to my xanga only to find my boyfriend HACKED (lol) into my xanga and put up this BEAUTIFUL background thingy of green day!!! just kidding he didn't hack i told him all my passwords are the same:) I LOVE YOU TERRY!!! ~Jess

love your enemies it pisses them off... it REALLY does work i mean if you tell your enemy that they rock and you love them...what the hell can they say back... uhhh "shut up"?!?! so it just works... :) just be nice and they should eventualy they will leave you alone or tell you to fuck off DaDDiEsG2011: hey paintchic182: hey DaDDiEsG2011: do you have a problem with me ? paintchic182: i don't know you so i can't have a problem with you... DaDDiEsG2011: thats not what i hear paintchic182: i don't even know you're name so i don't talk about you... DaDDiEsG2011: ok w/e bitch paintchic182: must you be childish and use names such as that when i did nothing to you DaDDiEsG2011: umm fuck you bitch paintchic182: real mature DaDDiEsG2011: i am more mature than you you sluty bitch paintchic182: yes and define slut? DaDDiEsG2011: a gurl who sleeps around like you and takes ppl's bf's and messes with there heads paintchic182: yes cause i've done ALL that! paintchic182: you're correct god i love you already! DaDDiEsG2011: well you effing have paintchic182: i have?!?! paintchic182: you don't even know me... DaDDiEsG2011: yeah i fuckin do you rouined my life i was married and you slept with my fiance paintchic182: if you were married he wasn't your fiance DaDDiEsG2011: no we were ingaged paintchic182: well you done already screwed up your story now you can't go change it... DaDDiEsG2011: that is what i fuckin meant we were gettin married in 2 months DaDDiEsG2011: but you rouined our life DaDDiEsG2011: bitch paintchic182: i'm sorry... DaDDiEsG2011: fuck you i had a baby with himand everything but you rouined it paintchic182: yes because all this is true cause i'm still a virgin... DaDDiEsG2011: no you aint i have a baby w/ himand you rouined it and i have to raise the baby by myself paintchic182: ...i thought you were a seventh grader?!?! DaDDiEsG2011: no im in 10 but w/e i got to go my baby is crying paintchic182: yeah i bet DaDDiEsG2011: yeah she is paintchic182: okay... whatever you say DaDDiEsG2011: fuck youi paintchic182: you're not that lucky DaDDiEsG2011: i have to go take care of my kid paintchic182: have fun DaDDiEsG2011: no one would fuck you you prolly have aid's paintchic182: maybe i do...why is that your business? DaDDiEsG2011: bitchy slut paintchic182: ...well i must have been pretty good if i ruined your life DaDDiEsG2011: no i heard you dont suck a good one paintchic182: my my my you've heard wrong DaDDiEsG2011: no no i heard right from alot of ppl paintchic182: you're right paintchic182: you're always right DaDDiEsG2011: leave me the fuck alone paintchic182: will do see?!?! lol this girl is so messed up its fun just to agree with whatever she says :) some people NEVER learn!

hehe sure i'm feeling hostile...cause i'm SUCH a violent person :) like i could hurt anyone...GOD okay well since we live in Hicktown U.S.A. that means we get today off cause of DAIRY DAY! god hicktown sucks!!! lol but we get a day off school thats more then most can say!!! i plan on spending the ENTIRE day (until mommy says to get off) on the computer... cause she still has to go to work cause Tunkhannock has school today...:P i'm hoping Terry gets on soon cause i haven't talked to him in what seems like FOREVER!!! i miss him :( and i'll end this entry on that note

i'm debating whether to copy and paste my xanga's entry or to write another one... so Terry wasn't at school so that sucked *tear* but i'll live...i guess:/ lol OMG PHIL IS MOVING!!! he's moving to Delaware at the end of the school year... thats so upseting i mean phils awesome... hes like the class idiot... and thats why everyone loves him... he will be missed!!! well nothing exciting is happening curretnly... lol... "god i'll never kiss him again...he'll freak out and laugh at me!!!" lol right courtney?!?! haha later ~Jess was it heather or someone else who left the last comment on my last entry?!?!

well i really don't like this site anymore... i've moved on to Xanga cause its prettier and i can have heather do everything on it cause i don't know what i'm doing yet... yeah cause i'm computer illerate... thats what i have friends for and when i break my computer Justin is the one who fixes it so its all good... :) Early Dissmissal!!! SCORE!!! I LOVE TERRY!!! but if Heather sees that she'll kill me cause we cannot love at this age!!! lol Right heather?!?! ~Jess

feeling connected...works for me!!! hey i don't mind people leaving anonymous comments on my diary...but at least leave your name or at least a comment i can pronouce!!! whooopleyracklooplantee? <<< like i can't read that... so that means jack shit to me... whaetver school sucked today...Terry wasn't here :'( i haven't seen him in 4 days...and if you read my xanga you would have known that already :) thats why i'm not gunna say EVERYTHING that happened today! Jess

i love picking moods i have NO idea what mean... i close my eyes scroll down and click :) so i babysat today...what fun right?!?! yeah well i don't really "babysit" what i do is more of like go to someone elses house while their parents are out and sleep on their couch... but hey i had to make them lunch so i did do SOMETHING!!! whatever i'm home now...bored and tired...but hey i ALWAYS am so what else is new... i have successfully spoke to no-one on the internet so far... cause i started talking to heather...and it was her mom... and i talked to bree for about 2 min... if that... whatever i will just except the fact i can't hold a conversation over the internet and give up and bitch about it on my sites :) ~*Jess*~

TIRED!!! god damn people who wouldn't let me sleep!!! didn't get to sleep until like 4:30 and we all know how i get when i don't sleep...stupid bitchy and clumsy!!! well this time i got stupid...don't gage your ears if you can't sing...lol it was gay i just said something i had no idea i said and i didn't even know i said it aloud for others to hear...GOD!!! faggot = bagel lol...heather and her handcuff idea!!! kicking sami in the head...by the way i was sleeping i didn't know...i'm sorry...and heather...god never try to wake her up she hits back!!! Jess

well today is sami's party and then i get to spend the night for GIRLS NIGHT!!! yey!!! i'm talking to Kayla...dustin liked me in the beginning of the year?!?! haha...that great!! i never even talked to him really...GOD!! hmmm...well the party will probably be kinda stupid half the people won't show...and terry can't come :( but i'm going and so is heather...girls night should be fun we should walk around town and let me sit on the guardrail again *smile* just a big truck has to go passed!!! sami knows what i'm talking about!!! hmmm...i didn't get to talk to terry last night cause justin was on the computer all FREAKING night!!! god i touched it and he screamed at me...ugh!!! i miss him :( i'll talk to him sunday i guess...unless he signs on within the next half hour!!! ugh now i have to go clean my room before mom kills me!!! Jess

So today: STUDY: did my science homeowrk... hey i got to color!!! HISTORY: did this partner thingy...i worked with cody...kind of we just talked about him and nicki...i think ENGLISH: Taming of the shrew...its lame i have to read the english version cause its all for art thou shit... FRENCH: we watched muzzy...and sand...i feel so childish in that class...tomorrow we have to eat meat spread...duck liver!!! EWW...! LUNCH: uhhh we didn't really do anything... ALEGBRA: god its algebra...though we now have a new project to work on... SCIENCE: i lost my book :( Mr. Eastman didn't say anything about it...thats weird...didn't even tell me the cost... READING: we watched a movie...Killing Mr Griffin...its WAY different from the book STUDY: went with joe to meet heather in the Lib. it was kinda boring...BUSES: Terry called me heather...one thing that ALWAYS sets off ANY girl is if their boyfriend calls them a different girls name...i wasn't mad or anything... The reason he did it was because he was going to say something to heather before heather walked away and then he started talking to me with something else on his mind so he said heather. Jess

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! I love you TERRY!!! i figured since its Valentines day i can be mushy ALL i want!!! Terry got me a pillow that says hugs and then a frog...they're cute...THANK YOU TERRY!!!... Kayla is going out with Dustin Ely...Good luck hun!!! Lyric needs a boyfriend...when we opened my gift on the bus she like took the bow thingy...she currently still has it...i miss it...lol i'd try to get her a boyfriend but she says she "gets bored with them and then she can't stand them and she dumps them" lol...so i guess shes kinda screwed in that department :) just puking on you lyric...(lol that sounds bad...but hey its our thing right?!?!) I think i lost my Science Book...i guess thats not good...i don't know where i might have put it though...i guess i'll just pay for it if i can't find it...whatever! I'm out... Jess

...i love just randomly choosing words for how i feel:) cause most the time i have NO idea what they mean... well yesterday was great...however i'm not supposed to write about it in here cause terry told me not too...so i have to keep my mouth shut...(for my friends who know i won't talk to me later!!!...lol)just kidding...kinda what is with everyone and stealing my colors... first it was green and black but everyone started doing that so i changed mine to black and white...god pick your own!!! i plan on doing absolutly nothing today...i was supposed to do that yesterday but terry was here so i couldn't...welli kinda did...but thats besides the point...today i'm going to do nothing but eat candy, sleep, watch movies and well thats it... Taking Lives...its a good movie its kinda gross at some parts and i almost screamed at others...the body fell out of the ceiling! ...and i was right angelina jolie has to show some part of her body in ALL of her movies!!! oh well that gave me time to get a drink... I GOT A NEW DOG!!! her name is Ginger and shes an alaskan malamute...mommy seen a picture and had to get it cause it was "such a cute puppy" *voice like talking to babys* and she is...she is huge though and for those of you who know buddy (my other dog)know hes not big so i'm not used to really big dogs who jump...well none the less she knocked me on my ass...her paws go on my shoulders...!!! well i'll stop now... Jess

well Bree one of my 2 bestest friends wanted me to tell her boyfriend to get her roses for valentines day...and i kept forgetting so the one time i do remember i tell him and then like 3 sec later she IM's me and says hes gunna get her something else...now i feel incredibly stupid...but not TOO stupid...cause i told him that Bree told me to tell him...so he knows it was all her fault!!! ...it was a half day today so i went to school came home went shopping got terry the only thing i could think of for valentines day...its lame and simple! ...god if only he wasn't allergic to chocolate!!! oh well... uhhh i ran out of things to say Jess

I LOVE YOU JESSICA... Don't forget to read the Tool lyrics!! You're going to get sick off of all of the presents I get you.... Remember to tell me what green day albums you have so I can get you the ones you don't!

...rusty(my bus driver)is a dick i hate him...god yelling at me lyric and joe all cause were loud and appartently some of the "christin" (sp) kids are going home and telling their parents were cursing and all that shit! omg its a god damn public school bus...what do they expect us to sit down in our matching uniforms and say the ABC's??? i don't think so!!!...and then he tells me i'm late for the bus tonight...whatever...hehe when he yelled at us all in the morning it was funny though...he never looked at me just at joe and lyric...he said that joes the main problem and that hes just trying to act cool to try and "impress" us...when he said that lyric started laughing and so did i...then he told us to get off cause it didn't look like joe was paying attention anyways! twas great! then school...ugh i got yelled at again...but this time for holding hands with terry...i don't like being yelled at...i've never gotten a refural in my life and i don't want to start now...Mr. Goods a dick though!!! god with him you have to be like 5 feet away from your boyfriend at all times!!! even justin hates him now! in the library with bree nicki and elliot...they're awesome!!! gots to love them all...elliot told me something *shhhh* lol bree and nicki were talking about their boyfriends...which reminds me i have to tell jeremiah bree wants roses! Terry's coming over saturday...i can't wait! however i have no clue what to do considering no bedroom and my mom/dad will be there...! no privacy...we have to stay in the fireplace room!!! no door no nothing mom and everyone can hear and see pretty much everything!!! (its gay she doesn't trust me) Lyric can't talk tonight or tomorrow...she has a bet going with her mom...yeah i bet she'll do JUST fine...HAHA lyric keep her mouth shut YEAH RIGHT!!! she already told me shes gunna talk in school cause her mom won't know! o well i wrote alot!!! ~JESS

i have no clue what saturnine means...but it sounds cool doesn't it!!! sat-ur-nine!!! GYM: swimming uhh yey? nah it was free time so it wasn't THAT bad...i like swimming HISTORY: got accused of doing something with terry in the hall...and i didn't!!! Cody: what were you guys doing Me: he was playing woth my hair Cody: SO thats what they call is now a days!!! ENGLISH: taming of the shrew...i have a guys part cause not to many girl parts whats the difference i have a pretty deep voice anyways! STUDY: library with bree...always fun LUNCH: spent most of it filling out papers for the valentines day lolliepops...god i bought 20!!! ALEGBRA: what else is there to say SCIENCE: took a test...did well then sat and talked with terry the rest of the period READING: uhhh we read...DUH! STUDY: Heather Joey Amanda and Cody...GREAT times!!! Jess

Terry's comimg over on Sat.!!! lol first guy to come to my house other then justins friends...no bedroom...my mom doesn't trust me lol...not like i've ever done anything bad... go forbid i be a teen and kiss a guy!!! lol... o well ... adult supervision!! yey just like i always wanted!!! NOT... whatever... as long as i'm with him!!! lol today...i didn't go to the wrong class! so i guess thats better lol...Terry still wasn't in school but he came back from D.C. Lyrics not doing so good i guess...but i'm not saying what cause i love her to much to betray her!!! I LOVE YOU LYRIC!!! Love Jess