like i said ain't like a bitch!!! o well i knew things would happen like they did no surprise...besides i think maybe i don't want to say it...i might be well you know... anyways tomorrow i will be making an ass out of myself...asking out a guy i know will say no...what am i thinking but i won't give up until I at least try to ask him out myself instead of my friends trying against my will... o well i'll get rejected tomorrow and feel better about myself...i guess! haha ugh heather isn't telling me something...thats why lyric wouldn't let me read the note i think its something bad about me and i don't like it o well Love, Jess