reflection

I feel the past week has gone well and ive got from eating 3 meals and junk 2 just eating one meal a day n possibly 2, thursday n friday were bad days 4 me, i guess its coz i was at home and didnt want my mum 2 worry, so i just ate 2 keep her happy, but she knows i wanna lose weight n thinks one meal a day is gud 4 me, but its harder at home but i think i did ok. I feel better for not drinking alcohol since saturday n even then i didnt drink alot, normally i go out on 2 big nights out 2 a club where i drink pints, reefs, vodka and numerous shots 2 just having one i had saturday which i feel is a big improvment, and also i havent got 2 the su for a drink mid week which i wud of normally dun every nite. I dont feel hungry at the moment but im just scared that if i eat less i mite get hunry in a few days n ruin it, i find that eating around 6 oclock is good because i dont feel hungry early or later and i only eat one healthy meal, so im feeling positive, im a bit worried about 2nite coz its craigs party and i said id get all the food in, n i dont mind bout that its just if i drink , coz i know thats alot of calories n id rather just not, so i mite have one can n that will b fine, but i guess il just have 2 wait n c
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