Well I don't know what's going on with me lately. Things have been so screwed up, I've been so screwed up. :-/ I had like a breakdown in the middle of the week. I hurt Matt. I don't like doing that. I keep thinking that he's better off without me and that he should forget me... but I don't know. ;-/ I lied to Brad. I hurt him too, I don't like that either.
Anyway...
Not much has happened for me to write about. I'll be doing Brad's private entry later tonight. My birthday is in 5 days and three hours. Kick ass. I'm going to get my permit and then a shopping spree with my wonderful mommy ♥. Later that night is the Fireman's Carnival in Lakewood. Uh yeah, fun? I think not. It should be at least okay though cause friends will be there. There are no rides [cept for the hayride anyway] and like 2 kiddie games. And those that are old enough are all drunk. Hopefully Megan drives and we can ride around or something;;
Well I'm getting kicked off. Little brothers need to go to hell =)
♥Sneak
kick ass ♥