Wow I've missed sitDiary! I'm a myspace loser now, but on there you don't really meet random people and get to be your friends on there. This is such a close community... it's great! ___♥
So there's been a lot of boy drama... =/
Rob and I are over, and everyone's saying that I broke up with him for Eric. I really didn't, and I hate that I broke his heart. I do miss him, but it really was time for me to move on.
I've also been thinking about my dad a lot lately. And as much as it kills me to say it, I think I finally have to admit it... I miss him like crazy. I was his little girl... I truly did idolize the man. He's the one that made me into owho I am, every part of me. He's the reason I love to fish, be in the woods... he's the reason I don't trust anyone else. I heard the song "Because of You" earlier this week (and this is going to sound very cliche, but still...) and it completely summed up my mind. As much as I hate what he did to my family, I can't hate him.
Okay now that I've spilled my guts out, I guess it's time for me to go take my pills. My wisdom teeth got taken out today and I'm doing okay, but still not great.
I really missed Sit! I'll definitley have to start updating more often =]
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