Summer, Winter, Spring, and Fall
I'll be around to catch ya calls
Cause you're my baby, you're my baby
And I adore you*
Well I'm kind of hoping that since all of my friends are myspace losers along with me that nobody really reads this anymore. I need somewhere to write down what's on my mind and at least feel that it's safe. Nowhere in my house is, after Tom stole my notes and mom read the diary.
So anyway, I'm starting to realize that I have only a few close friends. Jen and Rob are the only ones that I know I can definitley count on. They both mean the world to me and I would be lost without them. Chelle and I just aren't that close anymore, and I want to distance myself from Dylan so I don't break his heart. Is that wrong? I haven't figured that out for myself yet, but it's what I'm going to do anyway.
So there's this girl by the name of Megan.. and I'm really beginning to actually hate her. Best friends from Kindergarten til forever right? Uhm no. And I'm just sad that it took until I'm a junior to realize how much she annoys me. What kind of a person can be nice to your face on Friday, then flip out on you Saturday night? She doesn't know anything about me anymore, yet she judges me on the actions she sees in the limited time we're in each other's proximity. It's so frustrating that I can almost see the thoughts about me whirling around in her head knowing that I can't stop it. Sometimes I just want to take her by the shoulders and shake her.
Enough about Megan, I don't want to ruin my night. Oh wait, already ruined by my inability to actually get to any of the plans I make. Three weeks in a row, my Saturday night has been ruined by my mother, who I still have to rely on for a ride. License in three days, as long as I learn how to park tomorrow.
Okay tired now. Sweet dreams..♥
Next entry will be the boy entry.. how exciting =p
sometimes you have to learn from your mistakes though and figure out for yourself that you should be selective on the people you trust and consider a friend...
mostly all of them fuck you over unless you do it first :/