well....today was just....loooonnnnnnggggggg and we had homeroom roday which made it even longer....i jsut wanted to go home and just sulk....i hold all these emotions inside and it just keeps getting harder....i feel like im gunna pop....and everything ne one says to me that is jokingly mean...i just get mad at them for saying it...like today in FACS i was sharpening my pencil and in front of me was megan and she was like gosh ally ure so loud be quiet im trying to work...and i just rolles my eyes...and then she turned around again and was like ally...shut up! (she was joking) and i was just like u shut up megan and walked away...... i need to like....get away....from everyone...because im just sick of everyone wow....i jsut realized how good i am at hiding these feelings....because none of my friends THOUGHT i seemed annoyed at all today....even tho....i really was....but i think my sister and amanda noticed cus they live with me....cus amanda's mom is out of town for a while a song that pritty much sums up how i feel: I cannot take this anymore I'm saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Break break break break break shut up when I'm talking to you shut up shut up shut up shut up when I'm talking to you shut up shut up shut up shut up I’m about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Break break break break break break shut up when I'm talking to you shut up shut up shut up shut up when I'm talking to you shut up shut up shut up shut up I’m about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break ---allys note--- i feel like all my friends only care about only their problems and they expect me to care about em too....and listen to em...and i do and i dont mind...but what i do mind is they never have time to listen to my problems....or even....jsut listen to me....but...ill get over it....