I basically just wrote this entry..but i have to write it again because it didn't save. That made me a little pissy but I'm pre much already over it.. So it's been about a year and a half since i've wrote on this which is just a crazy long time. What's even more crazy? Reading the old entries and thinking about how i use to be and how differnt I am now. The person I was a year ago was lost and depressed and thankfully, that no longer describes me. This summer was a huge turning point for me. I found myself. I owe a lot to these new people came into my life and made me realize how wonderful and fun life can be and also that there are people outside of my clicky school that are actually willing to accept me for me. That was all i really need i guess. Me currently: -Im still in school getting good grades, for myself now and not just my parents. -I feel closer to God than ever before even tho i know i disappoint him because I'm not perfect and I like to party! Hey, you only live once! -I'm more confident and outgoing than ever. -I don't pay attention to trends or care what the popular kids think. The only peoples opinions i respect are my family's and friend's. -My best friend is Samantha Jo Whitcomb. She's been there through nearly EVERYTHING. I can tell her ANYTHING and trust that she wont tell ANYONE a word of my secrets. -I am thankfull for all that i have, all of the items and every person. -I believe that everything happens for a reason and there's no use in fighting fate. -There is only one real problem in life at the moment and it's not just a small thing. It's a big deal that i find hard to understand and yet am forced to cope with, but i don't feel like this is place to discuss it in detail. -My goal for every day is to find a reason to smile and laugh, no matter how difficult. -I'm definately an optimist. -I can't gaurentee that i will write in this in the near future because i can gaurentee very little. I think that'll do for now. :) ILY <3 ally