losing you was
worse than losing my lover.
worse than when she died and i could not tell her i was sorry.
worse than the betrayl of my once-friend.
why should you get a second chance?
two years ago, it would have been an automatic yes
a sigh of relief.
just as i had compartamentalized our mutal respect
as just a fluke
something i should never do again,
you want back in my life.