*sigh* I have a question... When do you know your really truly inlove? And if in that one momemnt in time you know your inlove, how do you react if the person you love doesn't love you? Maybe they did but somthing changed their mind. What do you do? What can you do?*sigh* It feels so hopeless... I'm back in that mood again. I hate this mood but if I get the mood all the damn time maybe somthing, someone... or some fucked up power out in the world is trying to tell me that I have a point. Or once again maybe i'm just plain crazy... I don't know what to believe anymore, I honestly feel like i've lost my hope no, my Faith to believe in anything anymore. So in other new i've decided to give up on one of my crushes b/c I know he doesn't like me in that way and I feel stupid for trying. *Sigh* one down 3 to go... I Need to get over one of my other crushes b/c it's not healthy for me to want this person anymore... I hate being hurt.*sigh* I also wrote another poem today so i'll be posting it as soon as I type it out. Well I think i'm gunna go i'm not really in an updating mood right now...so I guess for now ~*~Razor Blades & Pocket Knives-Emo Slut~*~