hey yall i am on her because myspace isnt working.. so does anybody still come on her or have one??? so i have been talking to this guy.. kinda i think i am going to go call him..?? dont know yet! so ~~PEACE~~ ♥

WE BROKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey yall not that i am talkin' to anyone cause no one every comes on here anymore!! lol its all about myspace now! anyway i found my LOVE and his names is NICK!!!! heck yes !!!

hey everyone i havetn been on in a really long time.. so ya i am, am kinda heart broken because i am still single andi told to guys that i liked them and nothing really happened which is ok i guess...... but not really cause i am still single. i am at my best homie LIZZY house right now we are haning alot of fun!! so ya i just hope one day i will find my prince....................... ~~~~~~i only laugh to keep from crying~~~~~~~

everyone sucks!!!!!!

hey whats up i have been trying to be happy and not sad and stuff but itis really hard because i am but i a not at the same time ya know so ....... i have been thinking of cutting i guess i really havent been thinking it i guess i was just having it in my head i havent really did anything and stuff and ya but i have done it before.......

hey yall this is for someone that is always leaving comments and is not signing it YOU ARE PUTTIN ME DOWN WITH YOUR COMMNETS AND THEN YOU DONT EVEN FUCKIN TELL ME WHO YOU ARE FUCK WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF!!! FUCKIN STEP UP AND SAY WHAT YOU GOTTA SAY AND DONT BE A PUSSY!!! FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS I LOVE YOU

DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU ARE ALL ALONE AND YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ... LIKE YOUR TRAPTED IN YOUR OWN HEAD ... AND YOU ARE TRYING YOUR HARDEST AND YUO STILL CANT ESCAPE????? I FEEL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY... I WANT TO ESCAPE MYSELF EVER DAY BUT I CANT.. I STIL DECEIVE EVERYONE .. THEY THINK I AM THIS ALWAYS HAPPY PERSON... BUT THATS NOT THE CASE .. I AM A PERSON THAT IS SLOWLY DYING IN HERSELF BECAUSE SHE HATES WHO SHE IS ... I AM TRUELY AFRAID OF WHAT YOU ALL MIGHT THINK OF ME I AM AFRAID.... SO FOR NOW IM JUST AN UGLY GIRL THAT IS LOST IN HERSELF

hey whats up yall i dont even know if anyone even comes on here any more but hey at least this is somewhere were i can express myself i am having a really hard time this week i am having as usally a sucky time with the guys and my grades are bad i truely dont care about my grades its just right now i really fill all alone and i dont know what to do i g2g bye hopefuly you will hear from me soon

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POEM .1 "SRY" I AM SRY I WASNT PERFECT I AM SRY I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH I KNOW IM NOT PRETTY OR PERFECT OR GOOD ENOUGH BUT WHEN U WAS WITH YOU I DID FEEL PRETTY AND PERFECT THIS IS THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL FLAWLESS TILL YOU STARTED TALKING BEHIND MY BACK WHY COULDNT YOU JUST TELL ME YOU DID NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE WHY COULDNT YOU BE A MAN AND BE HONEST AND BE TRUE ~~~ASH(ME) let me know what you think of this poem and i might put more on !!! thanks~~~~

I have loved you 4ever i gave you my heart you promised to hold my heart and protectit you lied you didnt take care of it you broke it in to a millionspieces you left me you left me with millions of heart pieces i dont know why i cried for a week i should have been angry cause you hurt me i hope you will soon relize that you are going to miss out on SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!! ~~~~~~~WRITEN BY ME PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!!!!!!

what do you think about internet love??? fiction or real??

~~~~~~~~~~~TODAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SUCKED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I FELT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LIKE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CRYING & DIEING~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE THE~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PAIN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~GO AWAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ASHLEY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I want a boyfriend!!!!!!! ~~~~>>~~~~ BAD DAY !!!!!!!!!!

i sit her crying well your smileing you think to yourself she has nothing worth loving, but you see her but you dont see who she is your to focused on what the outside looks like that your missing out on the good stuff the stuff that counts the most what inside of her is what counts... as you sit above her laughiing with your friends saying to them "damn i played her like a book" my heart is slowly breaking into a trillion million pieces, i want you, but you dont want me, sometimes i hate me and wish i could die because i have no ones love !!! i do not think you realize what you truely did to me because your and ass that had me. i wish i would have never liked you i wish i would have never went out with you you make me feel like dirt and you know what fuck you!!!!!!

i think of you and wonder what your thinking i want to know if you hurt the way i do cause you hurt me bad and i dont know what to do you broke my heart into a million you made me cry millions of tears you made me hurt myself i did something i can never take back i was in pain and i wanted to have a different kind of pain to focus on cause your pain was to hard to bare i have had so many mistakes in my life but the one i would change in a heart beat would be meeting you !!!!! >>ashley

hey everybody whats up everthing is going ok right now i am still single fuck the luck anyway as you know from the title you know i am at a LIZZY'S HOUSE we are going to the mall and hopefully my friend jordan will be going but i am not sure i cant get a hold of the mofo oh well if he doesnt come me and lizzy will have fun anyway so ya yesterday i went to the mall and i saw this guy that i like and i am good friends with the guy he was hanging out with so i said hi to his friend so ya but the guy i like didnt even fuckin talk to me or say hi oh ya by the way he knows i like him because i told him but i dont know what his fuckin problem is fuck it anyway thats that but when i saw him when i walked in he saw me and didnt even saw anything and i know for a fact that he saw me cause we made eye contact whatever thought andi heard he was asking one of my friends if i still like him i think i do but i dontknow if he knows oh well anyways so ya it is really werid i like a lot of guys and they never like kme back and it starts to hurt i dont know if should hurt but it does !! love ashley ps if you love me leave a fuckin comment!!! i love you guys!!!

LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS KIND. IT DOES NOT ENVY IT DOES NOT BRAG, IT IS NOT PROUD. IT IS NOT RUDE IT IS NOT SELF-SEEKING IT IS NOT EASILY ANGERED IT KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS. LOVE DOES NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL BUT REJOICES WITH THE TRUTH IT ALWAYS PROTECTS ALWAYS PRESERVES. LOVE NEVER FAILS AND NOW THESE THREE REMAIN: FAITH HOPE AND LOVE BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE >>>NOT WRITTEN BY ME Brittney loved basketball, Friends and parties too, And when it came to painting, That's all she wanted to do. She painted everything she saw, Birds, flowers, and the sky, Some days she sat at her window, And painted everything that passed her by. But lately she'd been feeling woozy, Her muscles ached a lot, And her parents got kind of worried, So they took her to the doc. The doctor took a couple of tests, To see if everything was okay, Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness, And this is what she had to say; I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia," You've got about 3 months more." Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room, And slammed the office door. She ran down the street screaming, And cried her eyes out dry, And stayed up all night, Wondering what it's like to die. Her parents held her tightly, And said, "We love you," "We'll make your last few months the greatest," "We'll do anything for you." So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida, to live by the sea, Because Brittney loved the ocean, And when she died, that's where she wanted to be. She spent her days painting, And horseback riding in by the bay, But one day she met this guy, And his name was Jay. They collected seashells together, And talked about all kinds of things, And then one day while walking, He handed her a ring. It said, "I love you," Which brought tears to Brittney's eyes, And when he put it on her finger, She began to cry. He asked her what was wrong, and she then replied, "I've got leukemia, and about a month more." He said," No matter what, I love you And no matter what, you are the one I adore." So they spent everyday together, And swam in the Atlantic all day, But Brittney was getting weaker, And it was hard for her stay awake. So one day Brittney painted her picture, And gave it to Jay, She said, "I want you to remember me," "Even when I leave this place." But one day while they were walking, And searching for seashells in the sand, Brittney collapsed and started to lose her breath, And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand." I love you more than anyone," You are my only true love," But now my time is up," And I'll watch over you from above," Then Brittney's body was lifeless, As she lay in Jay's arms, And he sat there all day, And kept her safe from harm. I hope this teaches you a lesson. To tell someone you love them whenever you can. Because maybe they'll be gone tomorrow. And you won't be there to hold their hand. Because love is everything to everybody. Without it, the world would be dead. So always tell someone you love them. A parent, boyfriend/girlfriend, or friend. Send this to everyone you know, it makes a big difference even though you don't think so...Everyone deserves an "I love you." Because there may be no one for that person to say it back to. Send this to 6 people or more. If you get it back they love you too. If you don't send it, then you have no heart. >>>N0T WRITTEN BY ME P.S FROM ME HEY TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE WITH OUT MY BROTHER{FRIEND} ALEX C I DONT KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO ME HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH A TON EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOT KNOW HIM LONG IT FEELS AS IF I HAVE KNOWN HIM 4EVER.... AND IT IS REALLY COOL WE HAVE A THING CALLED "FRIEND LOVE" WHICH IS LOVE FORA FRIEND SO WE CAN SAY I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER AND IT IS LIKE JUST AS FRIENDS AND IT IS GREAT!! IF ONE OF US IS BLUE WE ARE ALWAYS THER FPR EACH OTHER AND IT IS GREAT TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE THAT!!! I AM REALLY LUCKY !!!