hey guys whats up some stuff has happened sence last night i called brad(aka loverboy) he told me that kayle was taking all the shit about me which mad me upset (aka monkeya55a55in) then he told me the only reason he was ever my friend because he wanted to get with lizzy (aka peaceout) after i got of the phone i called lizzy scence she is my best friend and i was crying of course me the crier anyway today me and her were going to hang out and i tried calling her but she didnt call back or answer what then garrett called and told me that they were going to the fair woth 2 other people and lizzy didnt even tell me which hurt more then brad beinging an ass because i would never leave her for a boy never i think i cryed the same amount as last night i dont know what to do i have no one to talk to i am at my house alone because i didnt want to be around my family because i wanted to cry well thats all really i am all alone i guess i always will be -ashley