I HATE BEING ME I SOMETIMES WISH I AM NOT HERE BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF AND MY LIFE I WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR I NEVER EVERY FIT ANY WHERE AM ALWAYS OUT OF PLACE I AM NEVER HAPPY WITH MY SELF EVER HERE IS A POEM I WROTE A WHILE BACK ABOUT A GIRL I KNOW A GIRL WHO DOESN’T BELIEVE IN HERSELF. SHE DOESN’T BELIEVE SHE COULD DO ANYTHING. NEVER HAVE BOYFRIEND NEVER BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE SHE KNOWS SHE IS DIFFERENT SHE FEELS LIKE NO ONE EVER WILL KNOW THE REAL HER SHE LOVES HER FRIENDS {AS FRIENDS} SHE IS HAPPY WHEN SHE IS AROUND THEM THEY ACCEPT HER FOR WHAT SHE IS SOMETIMES SHE ENJOYS THEM MORE THEN HER FAMILY I KNOW A GIRL WHO DOESN’T BELIEVE IN HERSELF, BUT WANTS TO BELIEVE IN HERSELF BUT CAN’T FIND THE BRAVER INSIDE HER TO DO SO I KNOW A GIRL WHO DOESN’T BELIEVE IN HERSELF… …………………………YET THIS GIRL IS ME. -ASHLEY I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!