Listening to: YELLOWCARD
Feeling: foolish
HEY TODAY IS SUCKING MAJOR BALLS THE GUY I MET ISN'T AS NICE AS I THOUGHT HERES WHAT I WANT TO KNOW WHY ARE GUYS REALLY HERE ON EARTH ALL THEY DO IS HURT THE GIRLS THEY LIKE ME THEN LITERALLY 30 MINTUES LATER THEY DONT AND TELL ME HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT REALLY FUCKED UP I WISH I NEVER FELT ANYTHING FOR ANY GUY BECAUSE EVERYTIME I OPEN UP I END UP GETTING HURT AND THATS NOT FAIR EVEN THOUGH I AM LIKE REALLY SAD I AM PISSED OFF TO BECAUSE I FEEL I LET IT HAPPEN I OPENED MY HEART AND HE BROKE IT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE FIRST HE WANTED TO BE "FRIENDS WITH BENIFITS" THEN RIGHT NOW WHILE I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH HIM HE JUST WANTS TO BE "FRIENDS" I AM OVER BOYS I DONT THINK I EVER WANT TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR FALL IN LOVE BECAUSE FROM EXPIERENCE YOU JUST GET HURT AT THE END AND I HATE IT
AND WHEN I DO GET HURT I CRY AND HAVE PROMISED MYSELF NOT TO CRY OVER GUYS AND I DO ANYWAY THAT FUCKIN SUCKS
FOR THE GUYS WHO HAVE BROKEN MY HEART ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS...
FUCK U!!!!!!
:( :( :( ASHLEY
i love u ashley he is a dick!
so u no its tyler
on my other diary
and u only met him 1 time before u went out and that was fer a short period of time. u should have gotten 2 know him before u went on a date like that. trust me he talked 2 me and said that u got to get to know him it will probly werk out better if ya get ta know him ya jus get to know him better if u get 2 know him better it will werk out all u have too do is get too know him and itwillwrk..
charlyviola