Hey all, Happy "surprise" B-day sean, even tho you already knew bout it...lol, and april i ment what i said, u are catering at all my event, there is no question involved...lol. Sean, u dont know how much you and your mom helped make my families Easter so much better. Thank you so much...U have no idea how greatful i am to you guys. i cant say thank you enough. I hate this, i see every one around me happy with boyfriends and girlfriends and i know i say i dont want one...deep down i do, but not the ones who want me. i dont know how to explain it. i want the attention and i want someone there for me, but i dont, im scared to have one. simply cuz of you all know who...I hate this so much, i am jelious of you and sean april, you guys are so good together and i see you to and wish i had someone who would do that for me... ne wys... all well ill find someone eventually right? we all do sooner or later. ~Blondie~