mmm forgot about this here diary! hihihi:)

mmmmm att aimmssssssssssssss... on her new computer with is like 100000000000x better than mine. not fair. lol sooo aims gona shower then were going to the mall.. waiting to eat dinner.. seeing steveo tonight... what else is new haha... pace

last night : went to terris with rishh to eat some serious fried food.. lol and steve and sam parked their cars across the street at gregs house while they were at a party and we put like paper plates and notes all over there cars. hehe :) soo we slept there... today = moms birthday... soo were gonna be kinda buisy with that i guess ... proly hitting up the texas road house later woohooo! thenn seeing steven? oh who knowwss lol... im horrible at updating this diary :( later kids

have to wear a heart monitor today and tomorrow. not fun. actually.. super annoying. today ...went to jacks.. watched her and aim try to make up a dance for thier cheerleading tryout ... veryy amuussinnnggg. lol poor sara had to help them. lol poor girl. soo tomorrow.. practice from 8-11. im just glad its not all day like normal. :) yayyy mmm its only like 9.00 but i think im gonna go to sleep now. lol later kids!

ohh preseason. SUPER SOREEE. mmm not tooo muchh going on other than field hockey. steve was here last night... might go to terris tonight for a bit to see whats hoppin 'cause her mom is having this par-tay deal.. like a tastfuly simple thing. but other than that i think im gonna make it an early night. amy jones i just might clobber you over the head:) but i love youuu!!!!

FIRST DAY OF PRESEASON. YES. anddd sooo it allll beginnnsss. lol not really feelin getting up in the morning to run. soooo toodayyy after my 4 hours of field hockey... terri and i went back to her house and went swimming and stuff.. theyre like re-doing her kitchen so i got to be there in all the action ;)lol sooo right now i have like a bunch of energy for some unknown reason and i needdd to go do something but everyone is out somewhere. but i suppose its ok cause im going to jackos at 8 to watch LaGuNnnaaaa with aim and jordin i think? should be good fun!! lol tomorrow = mile run under 7min 30something-seconds? oh god.

okk... very glad that today happened. lol after fh camp ended i chatted with elise and worked out a few thingss sooo thankfully everything is back to normal with her. lol today i went to terris with amy and later on rish came up but we only saw her for like 10 minutes and amy was being a queerbo and we were like constantly verbaly bashing eachother. lol we do that time to time. sooo not too much else.. im pretty happy right now.. uhhh i thinnkkk im going to jackos later with amy to watch LaGuNa!! yyyyay! butt sadly no sleepovers because field hockey is now my entire life and we all have camp tomorrow morning... its really likkke.. 3 weeks of preseason. lol AND my last REAL weekend of summer i get to spend it with my WHOLE family in rochester. YEAH. cousins.. uncles.. aunts.. the whole shabang. o well lol what can ya do. *pace. padre leaves tomorrow. aw nuts:(

wow. soo much not needed crapola being said. not elaborating much... but really, girl stuff is too damn exhausting. all i ask is that people dont change their minds on who there friends are. enough already. OH YEAH. so my new sunglasses broke cause im a damn retard and was playing around with them a little too much. not happy. dad+boston=2days. mmm not thrilled.

youu knoowww.. some people arent all theyre cracked up to be. details?.. maybe later. real tired. slightly stressed. going to sleep and maybe when i wake up things will be happier. steve+me=10monthsss woooahh! he comes homee on sundayyy//very happy about thatlol

hmmm learned a few things today.. however, those things will remain unmentioned. hm sounds familiar. i went to jacks today... we were supposed to swim.. never got around to it... oprah was on. need i say more. tonight ..after i go to dinner with my family ..im going to spencers with a few people for a bit. not really making it a late night.. reallll tired. terris suprise party was last night... lol kristin and i were planning our rascal flats concert trip.. even though we most likly will not go. not much else. real hungery. pace

haha i love amy and jackkk! today we watched alexander allll dayyy at jackies cauusee last night we slept there. haha that was fun..we stayed up and talked to ally and chels about like everything haha. i like those guys. soo thenn we slept till likke 12.30 or something like that cause were lazy asses. ummm tonight a few people came here.. amy jack jordin pedro jordAn & Joekane..good times. sooo they had to leave at like 10.30... booo cause amy and i get to wake our asses up to go volunteer at flipping 8 something in the morning. that blows. hm so im gonna get to sleep cause i really dont want my 4 hours of hosptial volunteering to drag. nighty.

Do you consider love a mistake?] not really... it can be unexpected sometimes though. not a bad thing! [What do you find romantic?]Suprisess and always being forward/truthful [Turn-on?] Smiles..muscles... and im a sucker for blue eyes lol [Turn-off?] bad sence of humor... being super serious is bad.. and if your controling that sucks [If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?]sad but i think id let it go [Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or during?]doesnt matter [Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out?] nah i think things are good how they are haha [Do you have a crush on Ryan Cabrera?] no not really [What is the worst thing about the opposite gender?] they can get cocky [What's the last gift someone gave you?] ummwhatever i got for valentines day lol it was a few months ago. [Are you in love?]yeahhhhh +.:Do you want a guy who's:.+ Tall or Short: tall is good... just as long as theyre taller than me.. which isnt much of a problem. Fat or Thin: not fat... but deff not too thin Muscular or No Muscles: MuScLes Hair Color:ummm i like dark hair haha Hair Style: short Sexy or Cute: both, at different times Gentle or Rough: gentle Touchy Feely or Keeps Distance: i dont really carre... just not a lot of pda, its not my thing. Calm or Wild: a combo of both Good Boy or Bad Boy: good? HAVE YOU EVER... Held Hands: yeah Hugged: mmmhm Kissed: yup Frenched: yeahh Made out: yes Been Abused: no Been cheated on: no Cheated on someone: no Are you lonely? no Stolen anyone's boyfriend? not that i know of no Had a boyfriend stolen from you? no Had a friend who liked the same guy as you? idk Who got him? idk Was either of you angry about the decision? probably. Is your love life so utterly boring? lol my love life is fine Do you have bad luck with guys:umm i guess im okay lol Do you get jealous easily: nahh im not really that type to

ohhh toooday was super relaxed. last night jackie amy jordin kady and i all went to see 'Must Love Dogs'.. it was pretty cute. i still want to see the bad news bears movie lol. maybe when steven gets back ill make him go with me. oh yeah and amy sleped over last night kinda a not really known thing prior to it happening kinda thing... so this morning she had to leave to go babysit haha. sucked for her and shes still there. sooo were ordering a pizza cause my mom had to go to the doctors earlier today and she came back totally crippled and cant like walk really well. lol im not totally sure whats wrong. sooo im pretty flustered at the moment cause it seems like all this crap is changing now cause my dad is going to work in Boston and my mom, my sister and i are staying here until i finish highschool i think or something like that.. butt im just kinda realising all the stuff hes going to be missing. it really isnt that far.. its like 5 hours but its just far enough to be a royal pain in the ass for everyone. sooo we'll see how this is gonna go. i suppose there are a few cool things about it though.. well go to a lot of baseball games there but ONNLYY when the yankees are playing boston. we wont be converting to redsox fans. lol. and amys family is gonna come up to my dads place i think and were all gona go out cause theyve never been there... but its still gonna be weird.. not to mention the fact that were all used to him being here kind of all the time... buttt heyy im game for change so we'll see how everything goes down.

sooo last night for allys suprise bday party was interesting.. lol i guess a lot of people who were invited could show up..boo... but thats ok. so amy jack and i just kinda hung around and chatted with camille and carly and chels ;) sooo after that we went to ola for a few but we kinda left pretty quick cause there werent too many people there. amy slept aat jackos but ofcourse i couldnt cause i had to get up for damn church... soo thats where i was this morning and we went to the broadway after... which kinnda sucks cause u always have to make yourself look okay cause you alllllways see people you know. so now im trying to tak my mom into taking me to BedBath&beyond cause i need crazy stuff for my room. hehe:) anddd yes steven is still in myrtle beach and i miss him and its only been a couple days. haha im a loser. o weeelllll i supposeee ill gett going cauusee im going out in public again and i look kinda unatractive right now!

sooo tonightt... amy and i are going to jackaroos and were just gonna chil there for a bit and then i think were gonna go to ola for the seconds night in a row haha.. welll i miss steve. how pathetic lol its like the second days hes gone. normally i see him like every other day or something like that. this week should be interesting. soo were not too sure whos really gonna be at ola cause everyone that we hang out with was there last night and idk if theyre gonna want to go again. o well. sooo amy and i are trying to talk mrs. amo into letting jack get her nose pierced! lol anndd i think shes gonna, yay!!! ugh amy needs me to do her make up... sooo im gonna go do that... then pick up my lovely pictures! yay!! laterr kidsss

mmm well im pretty bored right nowww lol... im in my sisters room on her computer so im blasting my music from in my room cause my computer is wickeddd fucked and up and slow. soo im trying to talk my parents into taking the futon out of my dads office room and put it in mine so i can get rid of my bed. lol well see how this goes.i think amys getting one so tha kinda put the idea in my head. oh yeah so my neighbors like liek freaks and they watch our house like hawks while were gone to make sure like nothing goes on i guess.. lol which i suppose is a good thign but i guess there was like a little red car infron of our house while we were gone at like 4 in the morning and they told my mom they thought someone was coming into our house. weird. idk why they were up at 4 in the morning lol. soo yeahh poor amy ahd to listen to my mom talk to her and ask her like a million questions of what went on while we were gone when nothing really happeened lol soo whatever we got through that. so today amy and i went to the mall today cause we had absolutly nothing to do. that was pretty boring.. we just wondered ourselves around the mall looking for absolutly nothing . i hate that/ lol soo i still cant igure out how to change my background. WOOHOOO. soo im just totally rambling on and on about nothing... andd i dont really kno whats goin on tonight and its almost 9 so i dont really wanna sit here soo im gonna go figure out whats hoppin!

well i just got home from camp camp in maryland todayyyy.. woohoooo!! lol wow it seemed soo long and it was only 4 days which means we had only 2 full days of field hockey. we had major problems with the coaches on our floor... ofcourse we had our whole field hockey team on the same floor so you can imagine the "trouble" we got ourselvs in. lol sooo we came in likee 3rd place in our thing at camp so that was good i guess haha. oooh yeahh soo i got hit in the JAW cause some damn girl hit the ball and it went flying in the air right at me. and poor lindsey howard got hit in the eye with someones stick from another team in the last game and had to go to the hospital to get stiches! ouch! and woww it was like super suppperrrr hot.. we could see like heatwaves coming off the field. lol sooo you could guess how happy i am to be home right now. soo im just chillin for a bitt i think steves gonna come over for a bit.. and amy and i might possibly go out or something later tonight but shes out with BigPlaya right now lol ..ew the other night they went to go see the Devils Rejects. yuck. hmm whatelllseee... i stilll hate my background and i cant get it fixeddd and its driving me absolutly insane. okkk well i better get going later.

mmmm sooo not all that muchh is hoppin tonight... i went to steves game with amy but we left early and i ran to the store to get some stuff for my cousins like 20 somethin birthdayyy ... sooo i didnt get to see how the game ended up but thats ok. steve is coming over in a few minutes nd i will be making him watch the notebook or something like that..heehe soooo just poppin in... poor amy is sick... we think its from tyler (..winkwink) butt yeah she sounds horrible lol. she came out today with no makeup on or anything so she put these sunglasses on haha thoseee were special. okkk no more boring stuff.. PaCe!

well im home on this very eventful night. i was a terris house tonight with amy elise and rish and we just hung out and talked about what i should do for my 16thbirthday in october haha... afterrr we played a hardcore game of volleyball in her backyard while amy just sat herself down in the middle of it all and took pictures. were cool haha. sooo yeah it was a pretty good night. amy and i had to help out my mom with gracies birthday party today at the mall.. they did this scav. hunt throughout the whole mall.. soo yeah amy and i had to like help out all these 6th graders through this game. always fun. and ofcourse we had to see a ton of people... miss jacqui was there with her pal wwho i havent seen in quite a long time haha. humm whatelsee... yeah last night at miss amys house she decided to get rid of my background on this thing and she couldnt fix it so then today at terris she helped me get this one which i dont really like haha sorry ter.. but her and amy like it so idk i guess its ok for now until i regian the tolerance to go through getting another background. soo tomorrow steveo has to work all day buttt i think were gonna go see some BadnewsBears tomorow night causee ive been in a huge movie mood the past couple weeks, haha. ohh whatelse i need to remember to write in this. i kno i say that like all the time but really i get like super bored throughout the day and have nothing to do and i always forget about writing in this thing. sooo right now ofcourse im super bored.. and have really nothing to do. ugh tomorrow my dad wants me to run with him UGHHHH i hate it butt for field hockey the preseason is gonna be a bitch. cant wait lol. im going to camp at U.Maryland the 24th of this month.. looking forward to that cause it should be fun.. lol kristin said the food sucked soo terri and i are gonna have to stock uupp biggg timmee in our dormroom lol. well i suppose i should go cause theres like 5 windows blinking at my from AIM and i havent been talkin to anybody because of this thinggg. lol wow im talking about absolutly nothing... later.

well today was alright... amy jackie and i took gracie to see charlie and the chocolate factory... haha always loads of fun with the little sister. jokeess it really wasnt that bad...it was actually a pretty cool movie haha. anyway... before that i had to babysit for a couple hours... steve had a game away in windsor or whitney point or somethin but after he came home and went to lexies bday thing he came here for a bittt... actually he kinda just left to go to sams... sooo tomorrow i get to go to ithica to see my uncle... woohooooo. nothing like a day with the family.hummm i dont really write too much in here anymore.. lol ... the other day i went on a whitewaterrafting trip with a bunch of people.. haha that was fun. amy and jackie went... now i though i was gonna have a hard time.. picture them paddling down rapids . wooahhh! lol actually it wasnt really that hard.. i thought it was gonna be a lot worse than it was. the only thing that sucked was that it was like 3 hours away and i had to get up at the crack of dawn to leave for the trip... butt it was deff worth it and i wanna do it again soo im glad i went! carms mom put the whole thing together which was pretty cool of her. sooo its past midnight right now and its only gonna get later so im thinking i should go to sleep and get my stuff together for tomorrow. ill have to try and write in here a little bit more and update all you on my most interesting life haha. yeah right. laterr.