soo today we had a 3 hour practice..but it wasnt as bad as i thought itd be. but now im sick of field hockey and just want it to be over. tomarrow we have to wear sweats so im going scummer.. niice huh i love doing it though its so comfortable and if anyones got a problem ill just kick their ass :-) haha j/k i really dont care soo today was pretty chill, stayed home watched some movies hung out good times sooooooooooo i have no homework and i need a shower ha, ttyl my names shaniqua shabooboo.. word

k im finished with this yo-yo-ing of him, im sick of it and its getting me no where so when ever i talk of him or ANYTHING slap me k cool k im out

is taking over my life i have been doing homework since 6 and its now 8:25 so umm i hate schoollll oh and no field hockey practice till freaking mondayyyy yayyyyyy

k well we lost to vestel by one point but the thing is we scored two more times than the end score was but they didnt count cause the refs like to call bullshit calls... in out i got homework

soo this morning i came home from jacks and ate then wrote my freaking essay thats due tomarrow..ha yeah so that was fun folded 3 loads of clothes and just chilled out well last night was a blast i was finally able to go to the dance cause im elise and can get my way. so from the minute i got there to the second i left i had a blast, it was just such a fun dance, i got ready with rish n terri and ate at terris house. bard cooked for us she made shrip cocktails and eggrolls and we got shrip fedichini alfredo sause over it with noodles ughhh it was soooooo goood so that was fun then we went to the dance around 9 and i just had soo much fun, i talked to chris and it was a very good conversation i may sayy :-D soo he left at like 9:30 so atleast i got to see him n that good stuff then the rest of the night i just had a blast and danced with tons of people and it was nice cause i didnt hvae a date so i wasnt stuck to one person the whole night :-D soo i wa really tierd and i still amm so im out later kidss ohh boyy ;-)

wow, i cant go to the dance now cause my moms a...#@!$% talk to you all later :-D oh and your a dumb hoe! :-)

two days ago, the most unexspected thing happend, i really dont want to talk about it but nikkis doing quite well, shes happy shes got so many friends who are supporting her through this and shes doing ok rest in peace

float meeting from 1 to 4 at highland pavillion for the class of 2008! go if you can cause our class is a tad behind...

sooo just got back from a field hockey game against vestal and what an eventfull timeeee! well first let me tell you i got to start..FINALLY. coach pulled me aside and said i was doing a ton better so i started. played the whole half in which we scored 3 goals and vestal scored NONE! ha...i really thought they were going to be better than what they were but oh well..varsity won too! congrats. so during the game theres 8 minutes left coach tells me to go in i do and at like 3 minutes the balls running down the field and somehow got into the circle and i somehowwwww tripped trying to get the ball and fell into ambers pads right in the forhead...sooo i landed on my elbow and now its twice the size it should be and i didnt get to finish the game. but lindsey did and shes amazing so go lindsey! good job team :) soo schools gooddd... mrs shuzters weird, i cant seem to get mr.jaros homework done, and french im oblivious to everything so yeah...other than that its ok been thinking about this kid again..dont know if its a good idea or not, too many times ive done what i said i wouldnt do anymore but i just keep going back and wanting him...sooo idk about the boys at the moment but keep em coming ;) my mom finally got a job! shes going to start working for UPS sometime in october. shes not going to drive a truck like jacks dad but shes going to like present things?? and deliver special things to people that cant be deliverd in a normal truck idk im guessing this i really dont know what shes doing for them but she got a job and yay for her im pretty pooped so im going to watch some movies and sleep on the couch cause im soo tierd cause i played awsome :)

SEE YOU NOT FOR A LONG ASS TIMEEE LOSERSSSS MY MOTHER HAD GROUNDED ME WHATS NEW

hmm tomarrows the first day of school... mixed emotions about school, cause i want to see everyone but screw work, i love summer..after a week of school ill be tierd of it... later hoes

sooo my mom woke me up at like 9 because shes dumb... um new background i took the picture in my woods... i like it soo last night, went over to amys lots of people there saw hashy tyler chris n them then spencer and danny and pedro and them jackie tessa rish n terri n ashley n kelsey came over too it was a fun timeee yesterday me terri kelsey n ashley go a call from rish askin to go to the bmets game and ofcourse we said yes cause we love rish more than anything.. :) so we went to rishs and glowa bobby n jay all went and took us there and it was pretty boring. me n terri kept going up to get food...lol dip n dots are soo yummy but they didnt even haveany good kinds they had the freaking sherbert and its like popsicle not ice cream but we got it anyway... lol so we met up with todd a and titty, they got to sit like right behind home lucky....sooo it got boring and we left about the 7th inning.. saw a hoocker working her corner... no joke! and went back to rishs. ashley n kelsey went home and terri had to go home for dinnner and so me rish glowa n jay all went down to the high school to play some tennis...ha i suck so rish was like get jj n mike to play cause you suck so i did and mike played rish and me n jj played catch. field hockey practice ended down at the field kady came up we talked and thennnnn we left for rishs house again. we talked to amy and she said poeple were coming over so we went down to her house around 7? umm the day before yesterday i went shopping with terri n rish gots lots of clothes funnn times that night ashley n kelsey came over with rish n terri...joe came along with danny n spencer so you know what happends and im done with it cause ew :) but umm spencer n ash have a thing now...yourwelcome we had a bonfire and it was funnn, the girls slept over you know i wish i had girls who came and treated me and my friends like were treating ashley and kelsey, it makes them so much more comfortable coming into high school and welcome..last year it was like half the girls are going to hate me..sooo so today ive got practice at 3:30 and were going to have to run a lot cause coach already said shes going to make it a hard day so... schools almost here but summer isnt over yet!

all i can say is omg... last night was sarahs bonfire..good timess guys so today im going shopping with rish n terri fun fun

THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS TERRI N RISH I ENJOY THEM SOO EFFING MUCH!!! :-D

yeah field hockeys good but my shin splints are killing me were going to go undefeated again this year...i can feel it :) were learning to work better together...at the begining i thought we were dead for sure... but were 4-0 right now and one the tournament we had the past 2 days..good job ladies umm last night i went to the mall got jeans n 3 pairs of shoes... then went to terris with rish and chilled cause i miisssss themmm even though i see terri everyday i miss rishh umm schools starting soon but my summers not over..NOT TILL I HEAR THE BELL OF FIRST PERIOD!!!!!! game 2 hours away today... wish us luck!

wellll i went to my dads this weekend..pretty eventfull friday- had field hockey scrimmage away somewhere i forget but we won! thenn i went to my dads and called nikki and we walked to neizntoes or w/e and got ice cream :) saturday- had a game against oxford? but yeah we won! yay we should do good again this year..i didnt play very much but i dont feel like expressing how pissed i am and such.. but after that me n nikki went to the sarycuse mall and shoppedd for a whileee and got new clothess and it was fun. sunday- woke up and went to get breakfast with nikki...we were going to go to best bagels but we decided to just go to eckerd ans get coffee drinks and guess who was working there at 10:30 in the morning..yep chris and so we chatted and ofcourse i looked like hell cause i just woke up and left...but it was the first time i saw him in a while so it was ok. after that me n nikki got a movie and took it home and watched it and yeah. we took nikki home and me n dad got in a fight cause he was getting pissed off at me for making remarks of him smokeing again... ok heres the story.. we were in the car when we dropped off nikki and hes taking us home..well i said something to him about smokeing and how he said since hes got a dr.s appt monday he will quit smokeing, AGAIN, monday and i just thought it was stupid cause he bought a whole new pack of ciggs and he was going to smoke them in one day and it just pisses me off....soooo next were argueing and he takes a ciggarette and starts smoking it so i start to bitch at how i dont want to be in the car when hes smoking so he gets out of the car and starts smoking and you know me bitching at him like your a fag all pissed so i took his lighter and threw it at his belly and it fell and broke on the gound which made him more pissed :) :) :) :) soooo he said a few things and stopped...he drove us home and no words were exchanged except for a few about how many deer weve seen in the back yard..? idk but yeah we went home sooo tonight im going to leahs since i havnt seen her i foreverrrrrr or it seems like it...

ok so today we had field hockey from 8 to 11 and it was like the highlight of my day! seriously i was so releived to have it shortend. well i have like super bad shin splints and they are just killing me with running and stuff...it take me like an hour to get warmed up and try to forget about how bad they hurt. i went to the foot doctor to see what he could do about it and he gave me inserts for my shoes but yeah their doing nothing...sooo i go back tuesday and he better have something better for me cause i cant go on playing with my legs feeling like someone took a hammer to them... after fieldhockey ashley, kelsey, nikki, n danielle came over and we chilled out. we were about to go swimming but it was too cold out and i didnt feel like it. but i sprayed niki and danielle with the hose and nikki got pissed..quite ammusing :) so we came in watch some tv for a bit and looked throught the year book. ashley was going through telling me about all the kids in her grade and yeah like half her grade coming up are gothic looking poeple...whyy!!? its pretty gross, life cant be that bad for you to go and dress all in black and freaking die your hair weird ass colors and shit... anyway... moms not coming home till 8:30, 9:00 ish.. so im stuck at home with the sister doing nothing! ill find something to do... well tomarrow is our first game..its away and its at freaking 11 so we gotta go to the high at 9 to get the bus and all go..soo wish us luck! were gonna need it... :)

well today i had more field hockey and it was boring i got to leave at 10:30 to go to an appt. for my feet cause my legs just freaking kill to where im crying...yeah well i got insoles for my shoes and im going back tuesday to get molds... umm i went home and did nothing... i talked to chris torres for the first time, in a long time. and it was a good talk so im happy... kristen just called im going over to her house after field hockey to try on some of her dresses, she said shes got this really pretty gold one that i might like so im stoaked now... umm i gotta fold clothes so im going to listen to my lauryn hill cd as i do some slave work for my master.. later kids!

i cant make my mind up about some stuff but ill let you know when ive decided... wellll today i had field hockey this morning and i thought i was going to cry cause my legs hurt so effing bad...after i went to my grandpas next door again to clean windows? idk im getting paid for it..um then i had to go home and help set up for this cookie lee party for my mom but yeah i didnt and i went to sleep and took a nap for like and hour and a half then got up threw new clothes on n just went with it...tessa terri rish kristen and the family and ashley and her family all came and we just chilled...good times...then went to leahs for LB night with the favorites!!!! haha and yeah i gave terri the hugest weggie of her LIFEEE i mean it was totally outta the pants n yeah it was a good one... good times well im so tierd and i got field hockey and a docters appt. tomarrow at 10:30 so i get to miss some of field hockey.. :-D yes night!

well we all camped outside it was me terri nikki ally n leah and it was lotsss of fun. ok well at first we just chilled out talking and eating and stuff and leah nikki and terri all went inside to get food and stuff and so it was me n ally alone in the tent. well we were sitting there actually talking about my party and stuff and we heard foot steps outside our tent towards the woods. so i stood up confidently knowing it would be nikki or leah trying to be scary so i look out the back window of the tent and i see a figure walking toward me...i go, duh i see you, and i kept looking and it kept walking toward me and it wasnt a girl so i freaked the heck out and screamed and joe came running up to the tent like shhhhhhh!!!!!!! omg i was so freaked out. luckly they didnt hear me inside the house so we were good for now. well joe said hes here with spencer pedro and jordan and that when he got off the phone with me before i went to leahs he was getting ready to come up and scare us. well i was like ok well lets freak out leah n them..so they hid in the woods and leah n nikki n terri all finally came out, we were eating and talking like normal and stuff and about 20 minutes later they started hearing things in the woods and me n ally played along like were scared and joe n spencer n all them ran out and started hitting the tent and came up to the widows...joe was recording all this while so its on tape and its pretty special..so leah screamed her head off and i was so suprised that her parents didnt come out. but joe n them stayed till like 12 and we just chilled out took pictures and had some fun... they left and we went to bed around 2 ish. we didnt really sleep well cause there was a rain storm maybe around 3 ish and then around 6 the freaking birds in leahs woods are seriously soooooo loud like terri was freaking outtt and trying to make them shut up but yeah it didnt work so we tryed to ignore themm... well leahs parents went and got us breakfast from the cidermill and we had donuts and bagels. leahs gotta work at 1 till 9 so we wont be doing anything today and tomarrow i have field hockey and my legs still kill soooo.... i want to go shopping today but we'll see whats going on