hi hi hi, Happy late Thanksgiving! .. i dont know who writes in here anymore buttt i think im going to start up cuz i think its a lot more private now. I think allmost everyone has stopped so im going to start again since i think its like secretive.. soo firsttt.. Update: Friends: I spend most of my time with nikki now.. Shes my bffaeaeaee anndd its nice.. We hardly get if serious arguments and when we do its cuz we are both in a really bad mood or like its something serious. Its nice to have a friend you are with like 24/7, and that you dont get sick of. Nikki and i are honestly together evvvery day we are pretttttty much inseperable.. Also a lot of people think we look alike? even though we dont see it. its nice. The only downfall of us being so close is Alison and I have grown sooo far apart. Alison and I used to spend toons of time together too but now we dont.. We've just grown apart I guess. When nikki and i hang out all we do is pretty muuch lounge around and stufff.. its kinda boring sometimes but i like that we can just do that together annnd its ok.. Sometimes we hang out with guys and rarely other girls.. I do stuff with other people more often than Nikki but she doesnt seem to mind. Even that though is raarre. BUt i love having Nikki and my best friend its great and i love how close we have beecome. We have gone through some hhhhard stuff together and we have always been tehre for eachother.. I love her to death. BOYS: Currrrently I have a litttle thing for Joe Andrews:-X and idk i like hanging out with Mishu but i dont like himmm like that.. Hes cool thoughhh. Right now hes mad at me though cuz of some stupid stuff like he wanted to hang out when i cant? and hes upset so yeah thats that. Um not much more about that. SCHOOL: My grades are like prettyy much average now.. Slipped quite a bit. I hardly try though i dont really apply myself much.. Ohhh well i say i dont care and i sort of dont but i do at times... FAMILY: Hmmmm family. My dad and i get along OCCASIONALLY. not often but sommmmetimes when im in a good mood. I stay off on my own most of the time.. When im not with nikki alli do is go on the comp or phone or just go in my room and do my own thing.. I dont like talking to my family mcuhh cuz its pretty much small talk? and i hate it.. it seems so fake and just reallly bothers me so i just set myself aside and its content. I suppose... OK sooo thats a bbbbrief update of since i last wrote... Um i think im going to start writing here more often when i get a chanceee.. I dont think im going to tell people though and im going to make this private so i can reallly write stuff i want to. So Yup thats allll. Im prettty happy recently but i think im starting to want someone like a boyfrienddd? I dont know it isnt really me to want one but i am done with hanging out with random people everyweekennnd and i wwant something a little more serious now i guesss... but idk i change my mind a lot. We shallll see. Ok more laterrrr.. LOOKING FORWARD TO: Saturday - ME dance.. much like the welcome back.. Nikki and I are excited. lol Next Month - CHRISTMAS! yay!:D NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: Back to school tomorrowww.. we were off for Thanksgiving Break. Leah

Ok so just really bored right nowww soo thought id write in here quuick.. This weekend was our 3day weekend soo goood stuff thereee. Friday went to Nikki's after school and we pretty much just hung out all night, listened to her complain about how her mom didnt make her dinner anndd then went to sleep :-). lol Saturday ccamme home from Nikki's and then cleaned around here etc.. went to the football game later. Good job guyyys. After the gamme came back here with Nikki and Taytayyy ate a tonnn annd whhatever.. Sunndayy went to the mall with nikki amy and kristi to get their mom a bday present. lol Those are some interesting kiiids. ;-) I love that family. lol sooo then alison came over and we huung out most of the dayyy. Grounded Sunday night. :-P So thats why im wiicked bored right now. :-) I went to bed at like 1145 last night since there was nothing to do and woke up at like 830 sooo ya know juust waiting for some coolll kids to wake up and calll so they can entertain meee. Gooood stuffffff. Ok so i just pretty much did the most retarded entry ever but mmmmhmm.. More Later.

Mmmkkk soo things are all bettter with him.. we didnt talk for a dayyy or so bbecause of phone prrobs so like idk it make me miss him actually hahaaa annd i like him more now i tthhink but so thats gooodd.. iiiidk lllike we arent officially anything but sometimes it just seems like we are or should be bbbut who knows weee shall see.. with school and everything started iii just dont know bdhgasdhsajkd but i dont like writing abut taht in here cuz im afraid something will be exaggerated or taken the wrong way or whhhatever but Ok next topic.. Tenniss is becoming very frustrating likeee today I lost and i really shouldnt have! I dont know why i did like i am better than her sooo Grrrr but i guess it happens.. Ill just wait till next week and play her again and have it my way. Alison and I w i l l be parteners. I will make sure of it.. its always been that way and it always will :-) End of story. sooo.. Yesterdayyy i jsut sort of hung around the house for most of the day i was prettyy tired and i really just needed like a day to myself cuz i was in a shiiittty mood.. So I was supposed to go to Elises in the afternoon bbut i got in a big argument with my parents YET again.. and i couldnt go buttt later everyone came hereee and we alll had our little Laguna beach fiesta. Andrea andd Nikkkki a LOSER WHO DOESNT EVER LEAAVE HER HOUSE!were suupposed to join us bbbutt nikkis hahaaaa i love her ooooooooodles though shhhes terrrific. bbut sooo it was good to see allll those laddiess. I x3 Rish Elise Terri Kaitlin Taytay and Alison tonnns and tonnnns! afffter taht alison spppent the nightt and we juust hung out and went to tennis this morrning:-p pictttures tomorrow so iiidk what we are doing tonight but probly a sleepover so we can all loook perrrtty for our pics:-) mmmmk more later :-*

mmmk alll better with him. hahaaa hhappy me now but it was just whhatever. :-D Ok so lllast night was Elise's birrrthday party .. Had to work from 2-9 so went to Elise's after that.. ssaw everyone whhich was good but um im pretty disapointed that no one was by that damn fire.. I had to help elise for like 2 hours the other night.. i didnt really help her but i watched muscles break wood and then we set up the dammmn net which ya know we assumed would be knocked down anyways haaa .. we were right:-) anyyyways tennis is ggay lol noot really i love it still cuuz its pretty entertaining but Mia and I just hang low butt whateverrr its a good time lol the positives are we dont have to go to saturdays practices :-D yyay.. soo hhm today i think ill go to mias sweet 16 for a bitt and then i have to go to work:-P ggggay. ssoo hmm not much elsee i guess.. more latterr :-)

Ok so I havent talked to him in like a day and a half and iiits really bothering me! Said he would call and hasnt? Sincce our talkk about something like sad UGH I DONT KNOW and i dont want to write about it cuuuz it spazzzzes me out! hdkashdkjsadhjskadhasj . more later or when i feel bbetter about this hahaaa wow im a loser hhha ook .. :-*

Oookk so today was the first day of preseason. I was vvery nervous last night considering i havent played tennis since last season - literally. Thats horrrible so i thought i was do completely ridiculous but actually it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.. Im in better shape than i was last year annd even though i didnt play as well as i could have if i started practicing earlier.. it wasnt that bad. It could have been muuuuch worse and I was expecting it to be much wworse.. So im really happy about that.. I think this season wont be as fun as the last cuz a lot of the new girls are soo quiet and i dont think they like us very much already buttt we'll see.. I think Mia and I scared a few of them already wiith our jokes and comments buttt ya know. It'll be interesting. I x3 those girls soo much its a goood bunch. Im prettyy happy about that.. Other than that cuzz i just rambled about that for like 10 min lol.. Im muuuch happier with the situation with me and him now.. I got over my dream about him and Elise and talked to him lottts yesterday and im not paranoid elise is putttting the moves on him hahahaa... I X3 Elise Grose to pieces. Shes the entertainment in my lifeee and she just cracks me up.. Last night I went to Elises after work. I was supposed to go play tennis with Rish buttt it rained so i went to Elise's annnd her mom had a bbq hahaa and then we watched the Passion Of the Christ. I have never seen it before but Elise had.. its a hard movie to watch, very emotional and powerful but i handled it, on the other hand I look over at Elise and she is BALLING. I was like wow elise and she starts laughing iiit was just funny.. Shesss a good kid. lol Not to mention this little kid named stephen who was at their house last night came down to watch it with us annd we told him nott to watch it but he said he could? So he did. Later that night the kid was peetttrified.. Nott good that hes scarred for life now buttt whhatever. hhaaa Annnyways im going to go jummp in the ppool now and shower cuuuz i really need one. lol Moreee laterr :-*

mmk so I'm going to start writing in here aggainn cuz i see Elise do it like everyday now and I just think i should start aggain cuuz ive got loots to write about recently and mmhm. So for starters .. this is my favorite summer yet. Spending so much time with friends and stuff like that jus tmakes it so much better than past summers.. this summer I've become so much closer with so many good friends and its soo fun .. its really nice. Last night Rish Elise and Nikki came over for a while then Adam was here for a bittt.. Last night wasnt like good time for adam and i thoguh cuz hhow can you like talk when its me and him plus friends hahaa.. but im so happy rish elise and nikki were here. I loveee them to pieces. I would rather spend time with themm annnyday. So ttthat was just weird and not to mention my paranoia now due to Elise being a slut in my dreams butt whatever hahaaa. I think im over that noww.. On Friday Elise Taylor Andrea and I went out to eat at Friddays annd then to WalMart. 8) Elise and I had a good time but I think Andrea and Taylor are embarrassed of Walmart for some strange reason? lolll :-* Hmmm so then elise and I were looking at these gguys for a bit and then they followed us etc. it was bad buttt then they were like ok they werent scummy and stuff theyre cute.. so exchanged numbers and elise gave her scrreenname? lolll but itt was funnyy. I Love Elise Gross. ..she entertains me and makes my life thhhhatt much better. Buttt anyways iiidk about this kiiid right now cuz idk whats up with him and whhhatever bbut we'll seee i guess.. I could go on and on and on buutt I'll stop right now before i begin a new thoughhtt.. More Later.. :-*

hmmm... in a gooodd mood but tonights the first night i havent done something in a whilee so im eeeeeextremely boredd. welll jjjust thought about writing here again sooo i think i will again from timme to time.. More latterr kids...:-*

Ooookk .. so I think I'm going to stop this thinngg for a whilee. Just not as much into it anymore and I really dont like it.. sort of a pain in the ass. So thats that.. maybe I'll come back to update when I'm pissed off or really happy but not much more... time to move on

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okk so i just got home from working.. yeahh i got a job:-p lol buttt i need money and it really isnt thattt bad so its all good. Its at the Icecream store like a mile from my house so its close and its not really hard cuz its icecream? Anndd you get to eat all the free icecream and stuff you want while youre working!:-)8-) pprettyy sweet lol and so bethany trained me and she was very patient lol so that was good and then i did my own window for a while but she had to like help me with like the harder stuff soo ya know.. shoullld be ok? soo yeah im tired now though cuz i was there from like 1-5 annd i know it doesnt sound long but it felt like it lol soo i have to go get changed and get ready for whateverrrs going on later.. :P moore later tonight maybe?

OOokkk so im backkk :D yayy .. so thats why i didnt update or anything i was in hilton head, SC... pppretty nice place. so now that im wiicked tan:D and was there for a week im hommme. umm it was nice went with the mastro. mom and daughhta and ya knowww.. but it was a good timee. pretty much just layed around and tanned, went kyaking? idk how to spell it, and did some shoppingg.. so all in all it was fun.. except for our freakkking crazy plane.. like every flight we had was cancelled on the way back so we have to figure out other flights to get us back hereee. so in the end we went to baltimore ? which wasnt even in the plan and then took a cab to dulles and then got homee:-) soo yeah i got to open my easter basket today! YAY and let me tell you that was a goooddd time lol okkk well i g2g cuz have to go bday shopping for my dad soo more later or whatnot...:-)

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Okk so its been a while since Ive actually updated soo ill tell all about the past weeek 8):D hahaa.. During the week, not too muchh happened, but the school seemed to drag on forevvverr. Luckily its over though and only four days of school this weekk yayy.. I actually dont mind school usually but it just seemed to drag on forevverr this week and I want a breakk. So nothing too fun therree. As for the war between our spanish class and Ms. Alonso, I guess its improved a little, because we sort of have her like whipped but idk not reallyyyy.. but yeah she decided to call my house last night? Who calls on a friday night?! Duhhh she bothers me, but like the conversation wasnt even normalll it was like her playing a guessing game with me to figure out who was calling? IIdddkk whhat shes thinking but shes crrrazy. So yeah she called mine Kaitlins and Joe's parents to talk about our behavior i guesss.. but just when she tells us we've improved she calls our parents to complain about usss? whhatever lol So yeah last nightt went to Spencer's then to Kaitlinss with Alison Nikki Gina and Andrea was there till like 10 or soo .. It was nicee because our whole 'group' of friends doesnt usually hang out that much anymore so it was good to have everyone together for a whilee.. cuutee. oook so not much else really I guesss... had some vicious wrestling at Kaitlins hahaa andd being the cool people we are fell asleep at like 11-1130 and woke up around 7 hahaha 8) I lovee Alison and Kaitlin and Anndrreea(&her tu-tu;-)) and Nikki just crrackks me uppp.. x3themmm.. mmkkkk well not much else for now.. more later oohh yeah annd tell me if you cant readd thiss.. like cuz i changed the colorsss tell me if it isnt legibleeee:-) :-*

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Ook its been a few dayyss.. but not too much has happened. Over the weekend went to Elise's with Nikki for the night on Thursday, Friday spent the night at Kristys, then Saturday Alison spent the night here and I went shopping at the carousel mall Sunday after Alison left to go to church. Got new clothes for spring and spring break soo pretty happy about thatt... Not much else I guess. Monday was normal except for a huge argument in our spanish class? lol Teacher vs. Students.. with Joe as our ring leaderrr.. yeahh prettyy funnyy. And I looove Kaitlin for saying the things she did to make Taylor and I crackkk up so thats always funnn. Nothing too exciting today except for along with the class argument Joe Kaitlin & I get called down to the office for starting the 'discussion' in our class.. but alls good cuz nothing bad happened. So that was funnnyy and we'll see what happens nexttt. More later if anything exciting happens.. :-*

M/F: Femalee B-day: Nov 12, '90 Siblings: Heather Hair color: Brown with red highlights Eye color: brown Height: 5'2 R E L A T I O N S H I P S Who are your best friends?: Alison Kristy Elise Nikki Andrea Terri Taylor Kaitlin Gina F A S H I O N | S T U F F Where is your favorite place to shop: Forever 21 & AE Any tattoos or piercings: pierced ears S P E C I F I C S What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence What are you listening to right now? the tv in the background Who is the last person that called you?: Alison Where do you want to get married?: somewhere outside where its prettyyy How many buddies are online right now?: 69 What would you change about yourself?: ahhh idk F A V O R I T E S Color: ggreen Food: iiiidk Boys names: Joseph, Kyle, or Andrew ...couple more Girls names: Hannah, Alison, Kelly Subjects in school: ummmm spanish haha Animals: dog, monkeyy H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Given anyone a bath?: uhh no? Bungee jumped?: nopee Made yourself throw up?: not really Skinny dipped?: noppe Ever been in love?: very close Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hahaaa yeahh 0:) Pictured your crush naked?: hahaa umm? Actually seen your crush naked?: noo lol Cried when someone died?: only one person Lied: yyeah :p Fallen for your best friend?: not really Been rejected?: ummm yeah Used someone?: nahh Done something you regret?: i supposeee C U R R E N T Clothes: Elise's lacrosse sweatshirt 8), white sweats, SU shirt Music: tv in the background? :p Make-up: foundation, mascara, eyeliner Annoyance: tv in the background >:o Smell: perfume? Desktop picture: its called peace? its just light blue with some little line design Book you're reading: Cosmo? :D lol CD in player?: Dave Matthews DVD in player: none now but the last one was 28 daysss A R E | Y O U Understanding?: yeahh Open-minded: yyeah Insecure: i guess at times.. but not really? Random: i dont think so Hungry: nopppe Moody: nahh Smart: I thinkk Hard working: yyeah i guess Organized: sort offf lol Healthy: yyeah Shy: depends Difficult: not reallyyy Responsible?: yess Obsessed: no? Angry: not often.. but every once in a while Sad: noope Happy: yyyep Hyper: yyyeah most of the time Trusting: yyepp W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A Kill?: no onee Slap: hahaa 0:) kiss: ahhhh :-X talk to right now: Alison to see what we're doing tonighttt R A N D O M In the morning I am: tired All you need is: friends, familyy Love is: can be greatt I dream about: whatevver? What do you notice first in the sex you're into: umm looks? :P W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi Flowers or candy: flowersss Tall or short: talll || W H O || Makes you laugh the most: Alison.. kid crackkks me uppp Makes you smile: lotsss of peoplee Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: ... D O | Y O U | E V E R Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: i did a long time ago lol Save conversations: not realllyy Wish you were younger: not reallyy Cry because someone said something to you?: not really but i have N U M B E R Of times I have had my heart broken: one real time Of hearts i have broken: dont knooww? Guys ive kissed: 5 :P Girls ive kissed: um none. Of cds i own: iiidk Of scars on my body: lots ..3 big ones Of things i regret: ahhh idk .x.YOUR|THOUGHTS.x. i know: my life is great i want: to have a long, happy life i have: a lot of great people in my life now i wish: i was wickkked rich lol i hate: nothing really i fear: people i love dieing and my own death i hear: AIM beeps and the tv :-p i search: ummm lol i wonder: if we're going to the carousel mall tomorrowww

Describe Your.. Wallet: purple -Hairbrush: black/gray Toothbrush: pink & white -Jewelry Worn Daily: two rings, earings, bracelett Blanket: a bunch of bright colors very peerty -Facewash: dove essential nutrients Coffee Cup: I dont have a regular cup? -Sunglasses: brownn big one 8) Underwear: on now - light purple lacey ones -Shoes: I dont have any on right now.. Favorite Shirt: too many to choosee -Favorite Pants: ae jeans CD In Stereo Right Now: umm idk i dont really listen to cds that much just music on the pc -Tattoos: nonee Piercings: ears -What You Are Wearing Now: hollister zip-up sweatshirt, red vneck under it, jeans Hair: down - sorta curled When Was The Last Time You.. -Smiled: like a minute ago? Laughed: umm about a half hour ago -Cried: a few weeks ago Bought Something: yesterday -Danced: ummm wednesday at dance:-/ Were Sarcastic: today -Had a Nightmare: umm a few weeks ago Last Book You Read: swallowing stones in school:-p -Last Movie You Saw: idkk Last Thing You Had To Drink: water -Last Thing You Had To Eat: melonnn Body What Do You Like Most About Your Body: ummmm idk -And Least?: arms How Many Fillings Do You Have: one:-/ from when i was littleee -Do You Think You're Pretty: at times Do Other People Tell You That You're Pretty: sometimes? -Do You Look Like Any Celebrities: not really Fashion.. Do You Wear a Watch: every so often -How Many Coats and Jackets Do You Own: 4 Favorite Pants Color: denim? -Most Expensive Item Of Clothing: uumm idk? Describe Your Style In One Word: ahh.. idkkk nice? Friends.. -Do Your Friends Know You: yyess Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?: I think so -How Many People Do You Tell Everything To: one Music/Television/Books.. Favorite Band Ever: iiidk -Type Of Music Most Listened To: it varies by mood Type Never Listened To: i listen to a litttle bit of everything onceee in a while -Favorite Book?: Freak The Mighty 8) General Questions Sunny or Rainy Day: Sunnny* -Do You Consider Yourself Lucky: yess Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide: yees -Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel: happy Do You Own Plaid Clothing: ummm not that i can think of -Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants: nopee Do You Own Braces: No -Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches: No? Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon: Nopeee -Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye: whatever the hair dresser uses? Do You Own A Bandana: no -Are You Amused By Safety Pins: Noo? Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As a Sewing Substitute: nno -Do You Like Candles: yyyes Do You Believe In Love: yeppp -Do You Believe In Soul Mates: suuree Do You Believe In Love At First Sight: I guesss -What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die: cremated What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older: go to SU anddd idk be successful and happy? -How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer: lots What Band Are You Listening To: nothing right nowww -Look Out Your Window.. Tell Me What You See: snow and a tree If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet: a small monkeyyy -What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up: a day? alll nighter 8) hahaa Habits/Beliefs Are You Disgruntled: Nopee -Are You An Anarchist: No? Do You Smoke Cigarettes: Nnno -Are You A Vegetarian: Nopee Do You Think Meat Is Murder: Not reallyy -Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park: no Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week: ew thats sick.. no wayyy i shower and wash my hair evvery day -Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower: ewww no Favorites.. Number: 4 -Color: green Day: Friday -Month: July Song: ummmm? -Movie: rightt noww.. The Notebook Food: hmmm -Season: summmerr Class: ? -Teacher: iidkk Drink: water -Veggie: broccoli Television Show: ummmm..? -Store: Forever 21 or AE Word: ? -Animal: myy cat and dog ..Chloe and Teddy:D Flower: babies breath with a white rose

Ookk so its been a few days since I've actually put a new entry in hereee.. so in the last week or so not much new has happeneddd.. Last night Alison, Spencer and I went to water aerobics again. I went a few times last week too with Gina and/or Alison.. Its prettyy funny stuff. lol So thats fun... Umm Friday Alison came over and we went to the Y for a bit and I got in a huge argument with my dad which had to be fun for Alison cuz she just sort of sat there.. soo ya knoww but shes used to ittt. Saturday went to Kaitlins with some people and went sledding and just hung outt.. beat up taylor with snow and ice chunks 8). I love you Beanerrr! :-) lol Sunday was Ginas birthday but I had to babysit alll dayy sooo I didnt get to see her or hang out with her. But her dad missed me 8)hahahaa "Wheres Leah?" -Frank "she has to babysit all day" -Gina "OOhh Shucks"(snaps fingers in disapointment)-Frank hahaaa yeahh he lovesssss me lol.. Okkk well im outtt.. more laterrr :-*