yeah well look at me. got my new pro looking ankle brace. i think things with kristen are getting rocky:( i went over there tonight and acted like a shit. i was like telling her off and being a sarcastic prick, and then i got mad when she would do it in a playful way. i cant say why i act the ways i do. im really paranoid, and im really conscience about what i do with her. well tomorow i leave for Colhurst, get back on sunday, see kristen monday, leave wednesday, get back on christmas, spend my birthday with probably someone not important to me, and then she gets back on the 28th, probably wont see her more than 3 more times:( i want her to be with me right now so badly that im actually feeling sick. i want to make up for the assenine things i did today. i want to make her feel how she should be treated. i want her to know that ill always be there. i want her to know that when i go all paranoid and crap on her, its not her fault. i want her to know everything. i want her to know i love her so.