Choices

Feeling: distraught
so i get home and tell my dad i want to play basketball. he says no, i ask why not, he says we'll go see my uncle since he's a doctor. my dad says if my uncle thinks its ok, then i can play, but if we dont go then i cant play. ofcourse when i suggested this a couple days ago it wasnt a good idea. well then i go downstairs on msn. a couple minutes later kristen comes online and asks me if im coming over. im guessing her plans with heather got cancelled again and im a second choice. now shes all pissed cause im not coming over. maybe if she'd tell me before, then i'd be able to come over. so here i have a choice, i can either go play basketball after not playing for weeks. or i could go to kristens house because im a backup.
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ur not a backup!!
and so you know i havnt hung out with heather since...that day.which was 4 months ago
ok i love you ur not my backup