This is my most recent poem *nods* I don't think I need to tell you what made me write it... HOLDING ON The world’s asleep Their sun has set I’m wide-awake I can’t forget I wish I could Oh how I’ve tried To make it leave My dying mind So many times I’ve stayed awake For sleep won’t come To take away The endless drone Of piercing pain And lead me to A better place A fairytale A land of dreams Where I can’t cry Where I can’t scream And in this place (Where I can rest And rip the heartbreak From my chest) These wounds so deep Can slowly heal And open cuts Can close and seal And as I stand Under the sky I let the rain Run down my spine I turn around And see you there As if you’ve answered All my prayers And in that moment I can feel The love that once Had felt so real I felt alive I felt so strong I knew that none Could prove us wrong But someone took Away my trust And my heart crumbled Into dust I have not felt The same since then Together could we Start again? Although sometimes It really hurts To look at you And not see her If dreams come true And wishes live I hope one day I can forgive So just for now I will hold on Even if It’s not for long.

HEYLO! Uhh yeah, hi. First impressions are really important, so.. uhm yeah o_O I'm slightly petrified of all you people.. but I shall trust you with my life. O_o Uhh yeah. Okay basically this is my poetry diary, hence "Bleed The Words" I'm not trying to be uberly gothic or depressed, poetry is just my way of showing my emotions cause I find it REALLY hard to talk about them *nods like she knows what she's talking about* Anyway, toodles for now! -Rainy xXxXxXx