LMAO I got bored... 6:59AM...LMFAO. Yeah. So I've decided. Being single..Hurts. I do have a wife. I love her with EVERY fucking INCH OF MY LITTLE HEART!! I can't live without her. No. I can't. I've decided to see who'd reply to this. Because I love you all. ^.^; Name: Age: Height: ((LMAO I know.)) What are you like?: Think I'm perteh?: Piccy?: Well, whoever replies to this. I love you. LMAO -Willow

Well, I'm happy. I guess. Just so dark inside. What does the word "LOVE" actually mean? Does it give all of us that little comforting feeling or something to get away from the world? The word "love" doesn't appeal too much to me anymore. I understand, I'm young. Yet SO grown up inside. I feel motherly to most of my friends. Just the whole thing of "love". I mean, what is it, exactly? Anyway, there goes my rant. o.O We are out of school for 2 whole fucking weeks. How fucking cool is that?! Christmas Break, in case you were..wondering. o.O Lastnight at the dance was awesome. Tiffany and I kissed so many times in front of the preps and people that they all understand what this thing called "love" is. Hell, we all choose who we want to "love". So, WHO really fucking cares who I "love"? At least I do, I've chosen the right ones. Anyway. Ranting over. The dance was cool. They started playing Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country VERY loud. All of us in the "Goth" group started moshing like crazy. Britt and I scared the shit out of people. 3 people went up to me and said we were fucking awesome lastnight. Well..We were hyper and WANTED/NEEDED some REAL music to dance to. So we went out of our way. The idiots tried to mosh with us, but we kicked them down and out. GAH, IT WAS FUN! Although people crowded around us. WOO! Anyway. I gotta go. Love, Willow

12:44AM. Blah. I'm somewhat nervous. You want to know why? Brittany ((My new BESTEST EVER friend in the world now..)), I think..asked out this new girl I like named Tiffany. Plus it doesn't help the dance is tomorrow. So ha. I hope Tiff says yes, I actually do like her. ^____^ Lylas, Britt. =D ♥ -Willow

Bryan - cheatING on me. T_T Not even a week into it. He'd better hope he still has a penis tomorrow.

Well, that song I'm listening to is ironic. I'm full out loving again, my friends are the world to me, I'm in love with my wife, and one more thing: I've a new boyfriend. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. His name is Bryan. He is SO EXTREMELY SWEET. He calls me like 10 times a day, and he knows how I much I love him back. Who knew he and I would date after 3 years of knowing each other? If I had my way, I'd be at his house loving on him like a cat. Holy fucking christ I love him. I just spilled water everywhere. Lmao..Anyway. Wow, I love him. He is teaching me to love again, and I'm no longer hurt. My heart is healing! THANK YOU SO MUCH, BRYAN. I love you to fucking death and will do ANYTHING in the world for you. My friends: You ALL mean the world to me. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! My personal fav. friends, lmao.. -Brittany -Evonna -Chris ((Davidson)) -Alessa... I LOVE YOU ALL TO DEATH. Thank you SOOOO much, Bryan.

It is very rare that I'm quite serious. I'm going thru that point in my life where I have to realize I need to make good decisions. As in - No longer a little kid. I am realizing that love can be an object, yet I do it all the time. I don't want to be hurt. Not again. After what Sammy did, I can only think of David, how he loves me, how he would never hurt me, all that stuff. I just know that I would not want to go back out with him for the 6th time. I really do not want to go thru all of that again. It is like a rebellion. I cannot help but love my friends. I am hopeless. I want passion, love, anything of that nature, yet passion - I cannot seem to cause or get anymore. I have this deepset feeling in my heart that tells me who is doing what, who loves who, in between. Therefore, my friends, I love you until my dying day. Misty, my love, I never want to leave you again. What Sammy made me do hurt. I could tell he didn't really love me, I didn't realize it until you told me. I am so very sorry. You know I love you! When I saw you today, I honestly wanted to cry, hug you, anything I could to prove I love you. To all of my friends, you are all more than just friends. I love you with every inch of my heart, like Misty. David, stay my lover. I love ya with all my heart. Honestly, I do. Never leave me. Sammy, I hope you fucking die of HIV from nikki. Brittany, I love you. I'd have to say this friendship with you has been a bit tough since Robby, but our friendship has grown quite strong. I know I'm immature with love, religion, all those things, but I'd like you to be as strong and smart as you've always been. Rock the fuck on. Stay sweet. Robby, I love you, too..Sorry I was so rough on you, but yeah. You seem like a cool person - Honest. Just don't do anything I would do. Seriously. -weird face- Rachel, you are very fucking awesome. I know I met you just last year, but damn. You are quite gorgeous, too, and if I could, I'd date you..But hey, I'd never do anything to hurt a strong friendship. Chris ((Jackie's Chris)) rock on. I met you like in 6th grade, and since then, I have forgotten about you, I'll admit, but this reunion with you has been awesome. Keep it strong. Jackie, I love you..Last year was fucking awesome with you. Robert, How could I ever forget you? Tall bastard, you. :P You need to stay strong for Ashley. I love you, dude. Just don't pick me up. Ever. Never again. Seriously. All Friends On Here, you rock. I know that I don't have much friends here, but I love ya no matter what. Stay cool...o_O If I've forgotten you by any chance, let me know. Love, Willow the Mushy Love Dork ((lol))

Well, my mommy wanted me out of band, yet my band teacher wants to keep me in the class. So Britt, I'm staying!! XD;;; I moshed the shit out of all my SlipKnoT masks and stuff....So I'm going as a dark angel for Halloween. Gah, I hate the way guys constantly flirt. Ugh. XDD Ew. Anyway. o.O I gotta go, cause my life is BORING!! Love ya, Britt!! -Willow

Well, hello. It's been...a Couple weeks. I've been going out with Sammy since...I dunno when. I'm trying to eat a sandwich without telling my mom that she is a lazy fat person in Gaelic. Yep, you guys, my native tongue is Gaelic. I suck really bad at English. How the hell did I get English 1...Okay...Eating sandwich. XDD Okay, gotta go. Lub ya, Britt! =D -Willow

Well...Not much to say....but...This guy, named Sammy, I've liked him a little bit before my friendy-ness introduced him to me....and he likes me. o.O He says he's liked me since the first hug I ever gave him! That was like...last month...I think, and he is so sweet, I gave him my necklace, SK jacket, ((one of the many))...The first stud barbell I had in my friggen left nipple, and other stuff that I can't even remember. He wrote a really sweet letter yesterday saying he loved me, and stuff....and that if I told him yes, it'd be he and I's little secret. He's very nice, sweet, funny, tall....You know. I lufs him...XD

What the fuck is with my family and blaming EVERYTHING on me, just because I am failing? I really don't need the fucking shit from them!! There is this guy in 7th grade with Brittany, you see... His name is Catch ((Or i think that's how you spell it)) He's really hott ((The way I see him.)) I got a friend to ask him out I'm really fucking nervous MY DAD PISSES ME OFF! My mom accused me of stealing her chapstick and bracelet. She had her own bracelet. She had her chapstick IN HER POCKET. She needs to get off her ass once in a fucking while. ((My dumbass parents made me dump David in the first place.)) BRITTANY, I LOVE YOU, WILL YOUR PARENTS ADOPT ME???? **~**Trail-Mix**~**

Oh, DUDE!! Yup. Heylo, Brittany!! -waves- I'm uhhh.....bored... I heard David wants to hook up with a senior, if he does, I'll kick his ass down... Ah, well. I need to stop my temper, before I go insane. O.o;;;; I LOVE YOU, BRITTANY!! Bwahaha.

Bleh. I'm addicted to Mindless Self Indulgence now.....^.^ My new saying is Bleh jello ^.^ so......DON'T STEAL IT. You will be in another person's cheetos. HA. Or...........my lesbian lover can kill you herself, along with my boyfriend. I'd help, like be a big part of it. *gets out a knife* Fuckers. Alright. The end of that. ;;>.> Ummmm......school tomorrow. I'm going to kiss David in front of those...fuckers again.....^.^ Gotta go to bed. Peace in the middle east, rain in Spain -The Weatherman ((David's saying))

It's 3:36AM, I'm tired as fuck, 8th grade is weird, and I can say the date in Spanish. Hoy es domingos de ((14)) de agosto de doesmillsinco. Today is Sunday August 14th, 2005. I love Spanish class. XD ^.^ Ummm....Britt, I heard Robby dumped that one girl, is that true? I heard it thru Ashley Dozier, we HAVE TO PREVENT HER FROM GETTING HIM, because she always wants my damn ex boyfriends and that pisses me off, I try to warn her, but I'll let her get hurt because she is a mother fucking blonde.

Hiya ^.^ Today was...uhhh....fun...I guess....I'm back with David for the 5th time, but I'm having feelings for another guy. I'm going to slap somebody down with either a stick or my GOD DAMN BOOKBAG if they even TRY to make fun of me AGAIN! It's making me fucking SICK! EGHH!! Ah, well. I should stop growing so violent. I gave this guy named Bryson a ring I had. He shows it off a lot now. I have a fetish for his eyebrows...XDDD 0_o I'm gonna go to bed now....

*breathes* Hiya!! I love 8th grade already...it ish foon. XDD My outfit was cool.....and I'm having feelings for David again. Erg...Umm...in the morning, I twirled in the courtyard a ton of times....I made a dance called the motherfucker fuck you dance. I was helped. XD I almost ripped out my nipple piercing, too. XDDDD Not much to say. I've salad for dinner ^.^

Yo. I'm uh...bored. You? I got my hair done today and I HATE IT!! She made me look like a 5 year old, dude...Seriously...Anyway...I'll get pictures.

HIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to tell you all my classes!! ^.^ They are soo coolio, except my math teacher >_> 1 - Science 2 - Spanish 3 - Lunch 4 - Pre - Algebra 5 - English 1 6 - SC History 7 - Band I'd be late to band every day. That worries me. *worried face* I LUB YA, BRITT!!

Heylo ^_^ My badge picture looks like shit. XD I guess you could say it looks good? I'm told it was very pretty. Yeah right >_> I love my classes though!! They make me look smart >_o Gotta go. SlipKnoT is calling me. XDDDDDD oxoxoXXX, -Slip

I hope I die alone. If I was buried next to SlipKnoT, that would be an honour. I can't even get a damn GIRLFRIEND! My friends can never tell that I love them more than anything, and I feel as if I'm going to cry, because I can't even reach out and tell them I love them. I'd like to smack Robby, yet I wanna go up to him, say Friends again?, then shake his hand. I bet he won't even let me. I have registration tomorrow and I can't even sleep. If I cry...nobody will know... Brittany, I love you... You know it If you were with Robby, seriously, I'd be happier than ever for you. My scars are showing. I need to cover them up with makeup or a bracelet. I cut yesterday.

Um..I've been on Vampire Freaks, nothing really to say, but I'm obssesed. You can't have my Joey, water, or doritos. Well, basically, I called all of SK before allllll of yooooooooooooooooooou!! Bitches. Mwahaha. Fork this. lol That's hott. Oh baby. Yeaaaaaah. FEAR MY SPORKS!! *gets out spork*