i stare at you with vacant eyes
filled with confusion, doubt; questions
questions that tear the soul into fragments
can't you see me?; please deny you do
the shade of blue-grey pools reflected
your injection, a taste of depression in me
because i foolishly drank your sweet poison
fault cannot go to you, for i have brought pain
only to myself because i refused to let you go
but honesty covers the lie i've been believing
when you were my killer in masquerade.
Alex.