i dont know what to do with myself anymore... i was doing so well.. I have a date with a boy on thursday.. And I saw the old boy in the hall on my school today... and its like i was back to square one.. I've deleted you off of my msn... Just to i didnt have to see the painful words of love for another. Out of sight, out of mind. But seeing her doesnt help. He's fallen for her. i know he has. Shes Gorgeous. But i cant help but hate her... She has what i want. she knows she does. and she rubs it in my face metephorically. the way she stood with him silently laughing at my inconvenience. Fuck you okay?:) thanks.