It's 4:30 in the morning There you are. In my mind. My eyes. They tell a story. The thing is, I can't read. Elaborate? Ok, so I was going to write another poem, and was in the process...this is kind of a rough draft, if you will. A rough draft I will probably never finish. I just have some things on my mind. I have been thinking a lot about Lisa, everything about her is simply ravishing, she pulls my heart strings on so many different levels. It is weird, because my heart is so much more in it with Lisa than ANYONE I have ever been with. We have so much fun together, Lisa and I. I write poems, atleast one a week. I have NEVER written a poem, or a decent one until I met Lisa. She makes me feel so inspired. She helps me to be a better person and I cant thank her enough for that. Of course we have our downs, our relationship is most definatly not like the cheesy, looking through a rose colored glass, like some people I have seen. This is real. Her and I have real fights, we always make up, duh...I can tell her the truth about my feelings without worrying about her emotions, because I know in the long run that it is in both of our best interests to share what we are thinking, feeling and experiencing. Now, there are really only two people who read this, Lisa and my good friend Michelle (who I adore!) so I don't really think it matters if i get too personal. Anyway, Lisa and I do things together, and unlike a lot of other people, when her and I do things, there isn't always that expectation we are going to go past kissing, which is definatly good for her and also very good for me, because you may not think this, but I am not always in the mood *GASP* I guess I am not like most men, eh? It also makes it good when we do because it makes it spontanious and random, which is a huge turn on for me. Some advise to men, if there are any who randomly stumbled onto here..Don't throw all your lust on to the table, make her curious, wonder what you want. Don't just latch your face on to hers when she shows signs of interest, make her work for it, just like you have to. It's a team effort. and it makes it all the better when your soft lips do collide. Woah yeah.