about 18 days. Holy shit, thank god. Not looking forward to my birthday, par say.. but I am looking forward to being 18. Today has been interesting, my mind set (as you probably noticed through past posts from today) has just been FED UP. I am fed up with the pathetic public school system, there is nothing more I want then to go to College. More than ANYTHING at this point. I Want to live on my own, preferably with her. Lisa makes super notes, with sweet notes in them. I am just ready to grow up, and start my life and I am tired of people looking at me like I am a child. I work, I go to school, I drive, I have responsibility's. Please, take notice in that before you assume I don't know anything about anything. You know? Feeling kind of anxious, and I think Lisa is too. We are both ready for something bigger in our life. This petty high school shit is too overwhelming and ignorantly tiresome.