Sososoossooo. find myself staying up later, and later and later. guess it is the only time I get to spend to myself, considering I work during the day so much, it is kinda bull. worked 12:30 in the afternoon to 9pm tonight, and will work that again Saturday, and then again on Sunday. then on Monday, I have to be back at 8 in the morning. I have a great feeling that I am going to be run down. Ahaha but it is okay, that is a major part of being an adult, I guess. :/ Anyway, I better stop complainng. I need to lose weight, I am not HUGE but I am most definatly not small. I still get lookes from woman/girls and the ocational guy every so often, but I still need to lose the weight, about thirty pounds. It just stresses me out, because knowing I want to lose weight, makes me so fucking HUNGRY. and that defeats the purpose all together, but I think I can do it, for me and for Lisa. I want our relatonship to be as great as possible, and I have a feeling that if I do this it will make me happier, and all in all our relationship better as well. I just need someone to drag me into to it. because I am lazy, when it comes to this. Ya dig. Hmm, what else is on my mind? nothing much, really.