thing are goin gud ...(apart frm the stuff in london thts soooo nt kewl). im on skewl hols now its soooo gr8. now every1 can get ova the stuff thts happnd this term.we can all settle down and mayb thing will b betta nxt term now tht d has gone not tht i dnt lyk her but she seemed 2 b he 1 hu brought on all the problems. i went 2 the doctor again 2day. i found some lumps on my neck again ....she sad tht im gonna get real sick again. its unfair i always get sick and it just had 2 b on holidays.and i was plannin on partyin hard all hols ....dont sound lyk thts gonna happn. i havnt been up 2 much latly i was invited 2 a party ...tht i was realy suprise bout ae. it was justines party .( she lyk in the "popular" group ....lyk i talk 2 her and all but i didnt think she lyked me much ae but thn she invited me so i was lyk score.but none of ma m8s lyk her and didnt wanna go so i decided not 2 i rely couldnt b bothard neways.i ended up havin a few m8s stay ova and we watched dvds we had fun neways. i spose if i did do i could hav bustedtim wd sum otha girl ( coz he would hav been there he m8s wid all thm pplz. butiu cant b bothard wid his shit no more iv givin up) lisa wants me 2 go 2 sum party fri nyt i dunno f ill go ae depends if i feelin ok. i spose if i go theres a gud chance tht tim will b there 2 i dunno if i can b bothard ...but thni wold sooo luv 2 piss him off my bein there there is this guy i lyk he lives accross the road ( sounds lyk its cumin out the movies) hes realy hot all the girls want him but he a playa. i kinda talk 2 him sumtyms lol its was quit funni the otha day me nd claire were in the lounge and we were playin singstar ha ha we were actin lyk idiouts and shakin out buts wen guess hu walked past CHRIS!! and i turned rould and he just pointed at me and laughed (not in a maen way) lol it was sooooo funni i txt him sayin we playin singstar dnt laugh!!! fuk it was funni .. i realy dunt no wat 2 do bout him i kinda gave up on him 2 we got on real well wen i moved here and i walked home with him afta skewl a few tyms but thn he just stoppe talkin 2 me ... i think its coz every1 found out tht i thought he was hot ...but come on every1 dose i herd frm sum1 tht he used 2 realy lyk me ...but i dunno if tht tru ae o well .ill get ova him ....he seems kewl but guys a ass's sumtyms...take tim 4 example ...neways im gonna stop writin ....this is qite long