well....nuthin much has happend latly ae..... i went 2 new world (supermarket) the otha day and i was at check out and guess hu walked past .....TIM!!! ....he looked at me thn looked away ...then looked at me again and smiled as if we were jolli gud m8s .. i gave him the evils ...thn started talkin 2 claire ... i cant b bothard with his bullshit he says we r goin out thn dosnt rng me or talk 2 me .... im the only 1 makin an effort!! so i just inore him now i cant bothard with it ..the only ting is is th i realy do still like him.i dunno y i no it stupid but hey .... i realy ant help it andthe guy i like now ... i dont hav anychance with he soooooo fukin hot and we talk and stuff but thereis no way he would even think about likin me and im not gonna say 2 ne1 tht i like him the only 2 pplz hu no r nicole and jj and thy betta not say nethin ...i realy wish he would take notice of me .. i ned a bf i need 2 take my mind off tim because nothin is happinin i think thts y i keep thinkin bout him i think i just wanna b with him coz i need sum1 its not like i cant go with out a bf. coz i can tim was only my 2nd bf eva!! and well i dunno i just ...want 2 feel luved .....i try my best but no guys are interested in me i dont no y andifthy r there guys i would neva go out wid ... jj is tryin 2 set me up ith bret and sam but i dont wanna go out with sam he not my type and i dont realy no brt but he dusnt seem my typr etha i dunno i go on about alot ....u all prob think im weird .....dont listen 2 me ...not lyk ne1 eva dose.....................