havnt had a entry in so long.iv just been busy and mum wont let me on the comp which sux and then wen i do get 2 so on im nt aloud on 4 long. ummmmm lets thik of sum stuff that happind in my long time away ummm. every1 convinced me 2 go owt with sam i didnt nna go owt with him i only wanted 2 b m8s but yeh it just knda happnd. went 2 sum party can realy memba much just that he told me he luved me 1 WEEK AFTA WE STARTED GOIN OWT i wasnt ready 4 tht so in my drunkn state i told him i luved him 2.which was a BIG mistake coz afta tht he wldnt stop sayin it nd i didnt luv him bak ..... tht carryed on 4 lyk 3 weeks thn we went 2 this party and i went off withowt him and told every1 tht i didnt luv him and shit lyk tht .... he obviously found owt and asked me the next day if i liked him ... and i said no nd that i not wanna go owt with him nemore!!! i felt like such a bitch but i spoze its better than leading him on and thn breaking his heart later on