Yeah i DONT know what the fuck im thinkig!!! When did life get soooo hard...?? when i was little it was all just a game that i always won! Now this game is kicking my asss, I cant Fight or say no... its just not in me!!!! Help me Find my strenghth! I need someone to SAVE me! Im going down FAster with every move i MAKE Regret is my only vocabulary!!!! there's nothing else to say, cause i cant take back what iv done cause its in the past BUT ( it lingers...Like a door i havent shut ) Do i really want to shut it,,,I am scared of what i might do with out that constant reminder!? Its a risk im not sure i can take. Can i live like this?? Cause i wouldnt call this living ( its learning the HARD way)