so i proLly shud just giv up on SiT cuz lyke .. i never get coMments anymore .. but i mean .. whatever .. yu kno ? i kinda don*T care ryte now .. toDay is haLloween but i*m just bored nd what not i gueSs idk .. i*m not in a very good mood but i reaLly duNno why .. whtaever .. so i myte be a lil bit kinda in love wit riCky .. never kno yu kno ? idk .. whatever .. i don*T feel lyke typin anymore laturrr

So i*m baq from bermuDa !! .. it was fun I met sum new ppl – Keya, Erin, Greg, jiMmy, aLisia, niCk, Lun, and drew .. oh man .. tell me about nuts haha .. it was fun .. my dad got in a fight the first night .. after that it was preTty good tho .. I stayed wit the same ppl .. so yeah .. I don*T really have much to explain about it haha I*m on the fone wit riCky ryte now.. he doesn*T want friends ? lmao ..he is what yu call PiCKY .. bahhhh PiCKY RiCKY !!!! lmao .. he thinks i*m smart now haha .. he*s bein foLlowed by sum kid now .. I got my new school pic: Yeah so .. I reaLly don*T have much more to say I guess .. lol so I will ryte more again laturrrr ♥

i hav a new bf ! lol riCky asked me out 2nyte lol .. it was fun tho .. we went out in lyke the middle of the woods with his cuzin nd adam .. it was fun .. yeah thas about aLl i hav to say ... earlier today was fun to .. went out wit amanDa nd jR nd Leo .. jR got the mustang so he came pick me up .. we aLl went out to see the 4o yr oLd virgin lol .. it was preTty fuNny .. yeah so soRry that i lied baq up ther but i just changed my mind is aLl .. now i don*T hav anything more to say =) ♥

001. Name: ashLei 002. Nickname: yuMmii 003. Single or taken: singLe 004. Place of Birth: mt. hoLly , nJ 005. Zodiac Sign: pisces 006. Male or Female: femaLe 007. Your last name: c 008. School: seneCa 009. Occupation: uhm .. student ? 010. Residence: jerSey 011. Your SN: AiM: gLiTterfLy313 __Your Appearance___ 012. Hair Color: bLonde 013. Hair Long or Short: medium 014. Eye Color: bLu wit green contacts 015. How do your nails look: short wit pink nail polish 016. Height: 5*4 017. Do you have a crush on someone: maybe 018. Do you like yourself: sometimes 019. Braces?: not any more 020. Think your awesome?: sometimes ! 021. Piercings: ears nd beLly buTton .. but i*m not done yet 022. Tattoo: not yet 023. Righty or Lefty: righty -- but i*m preTty good wit my left hand sumtimes ___Your Firsts___ 024. First Kiss: 14 lol this sounds stupid but i member the exact date .. but i can relate it to a b*day thas how i member 025. First Crush: kindergarten 026. First best friend(s): Lindsay 027. First Award: uhm .. i don*T member ! 028: First sport: .. gymnastics ? 029. First pet: manDy - dog - she died when i was in 6th grade 030. First vacation: uhm .. can*T member 031. First Concert: britney spears 032. First love: .. ___ Favorites___ 033. Movie: 8 miLe 034. TV Show: uhm .. idk .. i watch such things here nd ther 035. Color(s): piNk 036. Music: mostly rap nd stuFf .. i lyke reggaeton .. sum punk .. a couple songs of country .. sum rOck ..i*m tryin to be 1na those ppl that i can listen to anything 037. Song: lets say i hav a lot 038. Food: hamburger helper cheese burger macaroni 039. Drink: shirley temple 040. Candy: uhm.. idk .. i go thru favorytes 041. Sport to Play: used to be lacroSse 043. Brand of Clothing: whatever*s cuTe ! 045. School: hm.. school ? 046. Animal(s): giraFfe ! 047. Books: speak.. goSsip girL .. 048. Magazines: j*14 ___Currently___ 049. Eating: nothing 050. Drinking: nothing 051. Mood: i*m not sure .. lol 052. Online: yeah duh 053. Listening to: pitbuLl - shake it up 055. Wanting to: hmm .. idk .. do sumthin fun 056. Watching: computer screen 057. Wearing: shorts nd a big Q1o2 t*shirt ___Your Future___ 058. Want Kids?: boy then girL close in age lol 059. Want to Get Married?: yes 060. Careers in Mind: teacher proLly __Which is Better With The Opposite Gender__ 068. Lips or Eyes: Both 069. Hugs or Kisses: Both 070. Short or Tall: taLler 071. Easygoing or serious: depends 072. Romantic or Spontaneous: both 073. Fatty or Skinny: In the middle 074. Sensitive or Loud: both maybe 075. Hook-up or Relationship: if i lyke him lyke that then reLationship 076. Sweet or Caring: uhm .. both 077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: i lyke trouble makers sumtimes but i they piSs me oFf .. lol nd hesitant is okay but aLso gets on my nerves ___Have You Ever__ 078. Kissed a Stranger: yeah 079. Drank bubbles: uhm no ! except the kind in soda 080. Lost glasses/contacts: yeah but i find them 081. Ran Away From Home: i*ve thot about it nd saved money incase but it never reaLly came to that 082. Broken a bone: surprisingly .. no 083. Got an X-ray: a few . 084. Broken Someone's Heart: yeah i soRry 085. Broke Up With Someone: yeah 086. Turned Someone Down: yeah 087. Cried When Someone Died: weLl duh i mean don*T expect me to smiLe .. 088. Cried at School: yes .. that was .. interestin lol ___Do You Believe In___ 089. God: Yes 090. Miracles: yeah 091. Love at First Sight: idk .. i think yu need to get to kno sum1 to actuaLly love them 092. Ghosts: yeah 093. Aliens: nahh 095. Heaven: yes 096. Hell: yeah 098. Kissing on the First Date: depends 099. Horoscopes: yeah duh ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: maybe a couple ..

yeah so i hung out wit riCky this weekend .. nd i miSs him reaL bad now =( .. nd i won*T see him for a whiLe now becuz .. i*m gOin to bermuDa !! so yeah .. i hope i hav fun .. i think i*Ll hav fun just .. i mean i wud chose other ppl to go wit cuz it myte be a lil fuNner but .. its whatever i gueSs nd riCky¢¾ keeps tryna do stuFf for me .. nd i get that its cuz he wants to but he don*T need to .. i don*T need aLl this .. he*s way sweet .. he treats me beTter than he shud .. nd he makes references in his journal that he thinks he*s bein fuNny but he*s just bein smart !! but it makes me go omg! nd laugh lol so its whatever .. if thers ever a day that goes by that that boy doesn*T make me smiLe lol .. honestly -- every single day he makes me smiLe times lyke 986451545645 so my mom is cookin nd i can smeLl it .. lol so i thinK i*m finish this 1 oFf .. xOx♥

heyy .. its lyke 2o2am nd i*m feelin dumb lonely haha .. i*m talkin to rob nd boomer lol .. i went to the movies on wed night wit sarah stephen nd jOsh =) we saw dukes of haZzard .. it was a cuTe niGht .. i*m at my dad*s now .. thomas nd maTt is in the basement .. i reaLly don*T feel lyke goin down ther so maTt thinks i*m lyke mad at him but nahh i ain*T .. idk i myte hang out wit lyke riCk 2moro or sunday .. wiLl figure out gueSs what ! i*m gLad cuz jaCkie is baq :P lol she left me for a whiLe on here but now she*s baq haha ♥

so i goTta new bf now ! =) .. he*s a cuTie .. stephen -->> aw cuTie lol .. (this is an oLd pic of him but i love it since i saw it haha .. we started gOin out sat night weLl i*m havin ex drama .. nd other boy drama .. i can*T live my life how i want becuz they waNna fight stephen cuz he goin out wit me now nd stephens askin when nd wher nd aLl reaDy nd i HATE fights ! so yeah .. we*Ll see how it aLl turns out i gueSs .. ppl get on my nerves tho haha .. i think thas aLl i goTta say now but yeahh ♥

so toDay i went out wit niCk .. nowher too speciaL .. we just went to lyke tarGet nd 7*11 nd stuFf .. then to a park .. just whatever .. he*s cuTie haha .. it was fun tho .. i laughed aLot lol then i went to beCca*s to giv her my key so she can take care of my cat when i*m in oCean ciTy !! [( 3 days )] yay ! i*m excited i don*T evn kno why .. i stiLl an not sure wher me nd sTephen stand .. oh weLl .. i*m just goNna take things as they come .. ♥

heyy .. i got new onLine jOurnaLs .. i*m just curious about what*s out ther .. i am a curious chiLd what can i say .. pLus suMma my friends hav diFfurnt 1s .. so yeahh .. if yu haPpen to hav 1 of them .. yu shud coMment me nd be my friend .. i*m a sweetie i hav a : livejournal xanGa gReaTestjOurnal nd my username is the same for aLl LiLxTina143xOx don*T be shy .. nD don*T fOrget my myspace http://www.myspace.com/lilxtina143xox .. i won*T deny yu -- just leave me a meSsage so i can kno wher ur from (ur jOurnal link) ♥

toDay is my 1 year at sit diary !!!! So .. iono .. not much has exactLy changed but at the same time .. loTsa stuFf has changed haha .. ehh i don*T feel lyke goin into it .. no1 reaLly wants to read it anyway hhaha .. MYSPACE: search my emaiL : gLiTterfLy313@aol.com -- SEND ME A FRiEND REQUEST .. i do not turn any1 dOwn .. don*T ! be shy -:- £¡£ ׆ìñª -:-

yay! Sunday is my sweet 16 ! [(o3.13)] ! :) -:- £¡£ ׆ìñª -:-

i*m sick :( My Space: search under my email: gLiTterfLy313@aol.com .. we cud be friends

heyy.. haPpy february.. i don*T reaLly hav much to say no1 ever reaLly reads this thing.. i don*T hav many friends on here .. i hav a myspace emai >> glitterfly313@aol.com find me on ther nd if yu want we can be friends .. or leave ur email here in a coMment nd i wiLl find yu on ther not much more reaLly to say .. coMment if yu lyke .. it makes me haPpy to read them evn if they r about nuthyng .. but i doubt ne1 wiLl coMment .. enuf . <3

me nd tim got in a fyTe :( i cried. i hav decided emotions r no fun. i started to lose them a whiLe ago .. but then i was okay.. ryte now i reaLly don*T hav any..just for now .. i wud just be sad newayz so fOrget em .. i*d rather hav no emOtion then to be sad .. i hav no more to say ryte now .. xTina

heyy if ne1 has a myspace leave a coMment of ur email .. we cud be friends <3

i changed my backround nd a few of my colors :) i can*T decide wut to change my coLors to tho cuz i waNna change em more..my backround is chaNning TaTum !!! seXii seXii !! he plays JasOn lyLe in Coach Carter !! [(he*s lyke .. my new obseSsion lol)]..he*s gorgeous ! i want the mOvie Thirteen. tOday was preTty okay i gueSs .. except i had to do a history eSsay for mid-terms=YUCK! i miSs ryan Z siTtin in our spot in geometry since mrs. deNn moved him ! [(he sayd it was coLder over on that side of the room so away from me LOL!)] lol cuz he was too loud..actuaLly we wer aLl kinda loud..him james tJ nd me lol .. it was fuNny tho :) it was 1nna my best cLaSses it made me smiLe..now i am just kinda depreSsed in that cLaSs..not as much as bio tho .. i hate that claSs !! ewww ! i just had chiCken cuTLets .. yay ! me nd mai mom made them..which was good cuz we tend to not get aLong most of the time.. i kinDa waNna change the picture of me .. but i need suMmin to change it to .. when i try the pictures i want won*T upload so i giv up but .. i*Ll get around to it sooner or later lol iight enuf for now .. Leave CoMments if yu lyke..i love readin em :) -:- £¡£ ׆ìñª -:-

I have kissed someone... on the cheek. on the lips. on their hands or fingers. in my room. in their room. of the same sex. of the opposite sex. related to me. [(Lyke a family kiss not an ‘I want yu kiSs’)] younger then me. older than me. with jet black hair. with curley hair. with blonde hair & blue eyes. with flamming red hair. with straight hair. smaller/shorter than me. bigger/taller than me. with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. who I had just met. who was homosexual. who I didn't really want to kiss. on a holiday. who was going out with someone close to me. who was my good friend's brother or sister. who was my brother or sister's good friend. who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. at a show/concert. at the beach. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. with dyed hair. with a shaved head. who was/is my good friend. who was/is in a band. (i thynk) who has tattoos. who is of a completely different race then me. in the rain. (I think so) in another continent besides where I was born.--onLy if jamaica counts.. from another continent besides where I was born. with an accent. with an std. on a boat. in a car/taxi/bus/train. on a plane. at the circus/carnival. with a missing body part. in the movies.

MARK THE ONES YOU'VE DONE AND REPOST! (x) I've Been Drunk (x) I've Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex (x) I've Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex ( ) I've Crashed A Friend's Car ( ) I've Been To Japan (x) I've Been In A Taxi (x) I've Been In Love ( ) I've Had Sex In Public ( ) I've Been Dumped (x) I've Shoplifted ( ) I've Been Fired ( ) I've Been In A Fist Fight .. ( ) I've Had Group Intercourse (x) I've Snuck Out Of My Parent's House (x) I've Been Tied Up ( ) I've Been Caught Masturbating (x) I've Regretted Having Sex With Someone ( ) I've Been Arrested (x) I've Made Out With A Stranger ( ) I've Stolen Something From My Job ( ) I've Celebrated New Years In Time Square ( ) I've Gone On A Blind Date (x) I've Lied To A Friend ( ) I've Had A Crush On A Teacher ( ) I've Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans ( ) I've Been To Europe (x) I've Skipped School ( ) I've Slept With A Co-Worker (x) I've Cut Myself On Purpose ( ) I've Had Sex At The Office ( ) I've Been Married ( ) I've Been Divorced (x) I've Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week ( ) I've Posed Nude ( ) I've Killed Someone ( ) I've Received Scars From My Sex Partner. ( ) I've Thrown Up In A Bar ( ) I've Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire ( ) I've Eaten Sushi ( ) I've Been Snowboarding (x) I've participated in Sexual Activities At A Friend's House (?) I've Flashed People. (i don*T member) (x) I've Met Somebody From Online ---------------WHAT IS------------------ [x] Your most overused phrase on aim: lol [x] Your thoughts first waking up early: i*m tired..time to go baq to sleep [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: does style count? [x] Your bedtime: i usuaLly don*T hav 1 [x] Your most missed memory: i don*T hav a most ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU-------------- [x] Gone to the mall: of course... [x] Eaten sushi: nope..yet i don*T plan to [x] Been on stage: yePp [x] Been dumped: nope [x] Made homemade cookies: ..brownies [x] Dyed your hair: i wish.. [x] Gone to watch a sports game: onLy at home (go 76ers!!!)..oh wait..if this counts i went wit cariSsa to basketbaLl games in p*tOwn -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ [x] Flown on a plane: yea [x] Missed school because it was raining?: lol i wish ! [x] Cried during a Movie?: Gia [x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: um..can*T say i did? [x] Had an imaginary friend: i tryed many times..but .. i aLways fOrgOt about them.. ::sigh:: :( lol [x] Cut your hair: of course..but now i am waitin for these bangs to grow out [x] Had a crush on a teacher?: not reaLly..i mean sum teachers r kinda cute .. but no crushes [x] Gotten beaten up?: nope -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ [x] Can you see yourself marrying someone you already know: i could [x] Age you hope to be married: 25*ish [x] Numbers of Children: 2 [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: i don*T reaLly kno yet.. [x] How do you want to die?: weLl i don*T waNna die for a long time..tiLl i*m lyke 90..then i waNna die in my sleep tho [x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: make money [x] What country would you most like to visit?: hmm itaLy -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ [x] Best eye color: don*T maTter [x] Best hair color: don*T reaLly maTter [x] Short or long hair: short [x] Best height: my height or taLler [x] Best weight: wutever goes wit his height..but not leSs than me tho ! [x] Best first date location: hmm..sumwher nice [x] Best first kiss location: um..as longs it ain*T sumwher dumb ----------------RIGHT NOW ------------------ [x] Wearing: jammie pants nd..a gray longs sleeve short shirt [x] Drinking: nuthyn [x] Thinking about: tim [x] Listening to: the noise my computer makes.. [x] Eating: air? iono nuthyn ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- [x] Ghosts: yes [x] Destiny/Fate: fate..omg yes..for sum reason i am a strong believer in fate [x] Angels: i thynk so [x] UFO's: nope [x] God: yes

heyy.. Christmas nd New Year's was good..i got aLot of nice stuFf.. me nd sarah r geTtin maRried 2nyte in Las Vegas at 7 pm. its so exciting !.. soRry Tim..yu can stiLl be my boyfriend if sarah says its okay ;)..haha just playin..nd amanda lol i see 'anonymous' never coMmented baq.. amanda nd i were making my new years resolutions today in latin class.. update: me nd sarah are now oFficiaLly maRried ! we just sayd our i do*s !! hm..i don*T reaLly hav much more to say xOx aSh.A.wEe

ok weLl i finaLly get to see evry1 at mam*s house !! yay!! after daDdy left i feLl asleep..then frankie woke me up lyke 'yo..its the police..wake up its the police!!' lol pretendin to be the police cuz he a dork lyke that..sia nd erica wer in the room too..oh nd onyx of course!!..then sia asked if i wanted to go to the maLl nd i sayd yes..it was fun oh nd to whoever left this:>>It's amazingly sad how you compare yourself to "Xtina" and have that background when shes not even like that anymore!! [anonymous (68.68.110.10)] here is wut i hav to say to yu: wow its amazingly sad how yu don*T evn kno wut the fuck ur talkin about!!..first of aLl .. whoever sayd i compare myself to her?!..since ur sOo smart..then leMme let yu in on a lil secret-Xtina is my nickname, sweetheart..nd just becuz she changed doesn*T mean i can*T stiLl lyke her..i don*T lyke her beTter any certain way..as a tru fan, i lyke her any way she CHOOSES to be..nd i haPpen to lyke my backround..nd if yu don*T ..then yu shudn*T be lookin at my diary..yeah MY diary..i can hav it however the fuck i want it..i am not tryna please nobody..if yu don*T kno me-then don*T evn TRY to judge me..yu shud be judgin urself for that 1..oops!*ur bad!*..now don*T yu feel lyke an aSs yu dumb bitch..oh nd i just luv how yu left it 'anonymous'..*fake smiLe* Luv _**Xtina**_ oh no! i*m tryin to compare myself to my own nickname!! wut ever shaLl i do?! :-D