ok so watch that hot chip video playboy. its awesome. also over and over is enjoyable but not as good. so i went to court and after a pocket knife scare i made it through the door without cuffs or tackling necessary. and i they asked me if i wanted an extension for my ticket so i wont get in trouble and i just paid it right then and they were nice and stoked and it was ok. thank god. that was suprisingly hard to go near all those cops and everything. ive developed a cop phobia (whats the word for that?) but now that my tickets paid ive taken step one in the 12 step program. now i just have to break the law in healthy ways 11 times to complete the program. i need to buy some seaweed tomorrow so my hair will grow, or just ask the stubblefeilds for their family secret. my mom has been taking this new stuff called hudai (hoo-day; think of some negro saying who there?) from africa and its like african crack and it freaks me out a little. i guess when the african people are going on long journeys without food they have this special cactus they chew on that gets rid of their hunger pains and energizes them. supposedly it provides full nutrition for a long time. i dont know it looks like my mom just did some crack to me. im going a little nuts not being able to drive anywhere but work, although i have finished a lot of bookkeeping and books. the fact that the white stripes put conan in their music video makes them cooler. the stupidest shit keeps popping into my head like the time he went on for an hour about why freddie prince jr. is annoying. ew and i dont know how theres always time for insignificant thoughts like these and i need to figure out how to stop them from coming. i really like eternal sunshine of the spotless mind because i would seriously erase you from my memory if i could. theres this mexi at my works that thinks he has a chance with me because he tries to flatter me every hour. and its weird because im nice and i make it worse. everywhere i work...i swear, except one time i really liked one of them back..whatever happened to sr. hernandez?..... maybe tomorrow in the late afternoon ill be able to get out if i get up early enough to put in a few hours on the books, although what i really want is to party...