HELLO MY FRIENDS. AT LEAST I HOPE YOU ARE MY FRIEND. SO WAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT TODAY... TASHA GOT HER DRIVERS LICENSE. IT IS NOT FAR I COULD OF HAD MY LICENSE BY NOW BUT......... IT IS OKAY I DONT CARE. WHO REALLY CARES ANY WAY. I DONT. BUT IN A WAY I DO. THE PAST IS THE PAST NOT MUCH I CAN DO NOW. RIGHT. TRYING TO CHANGE THING JUST MAKES YOU ANGRY.AND SAD. I TRY TO SAY HAPPY ALL THE TIME. NO MATER HOW HARD YOU TRY YOU CANT CHANGE PEOPLE OR THINGS EVEN KNOW YOU KNOW IT IS BAD. I LEARNED THAT LESSON THE HARD WAY... I HAVE BEEN THINK ALOT ABOUT THINGS AND I AM NOT HAPPY WITH THE WAY MY LIFE IS. I HAVE TRY TO CHANGE IT BUT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME MAKE THE WRONG CHOOSE AND I CANT CHANGE THAT. IF I WAS ONE THING IN THIS WORLD I WOULD BE A SUPER HERO SO I COULD HELP PEOPLE AND NOT LET THEM MAKE THE WRONG CHOOSES. BUT WAT ARE WE GOING TO DO. I BELEIVE OUR PATHS HAVE ALREADY BEEN CHOSEN. BUT WE CAN CHANGE WEATHER IT IS GOING TO BE A BUMPY RIDE. I FEEL I MADE THE RIGHT CHOOSE. BUT I HATE SEENING EVERY ONE CHOOSE THE BUMPY RIDE. BUT I CANT DO ANY THING. GOING TO THE RACES WITH MOM AND NANA DONT WANT TO GO BUT THE ARE MAKING ME. MOM USED THE HOLE OHHHH YOU NEVER WANT TO GO ANY WERE WITH ME. YOU HATE ME. THAT KIND OF THING. BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING AGAIN. THAT IS ANOUGHT TO TADAY ABOUT MY MEAN LESS LIFE. SO I WILL......... I DONT KNOW COME ON TOMORROW OR SOMETHING. KATHY I HAD FUN TODAY LOVE YOU