i miss those little things that made me have a large smile on my face all day long.

yesterday i turned 18!!!! :D

things that happened today 1. called jaret..got into a fight. 2. texted jaret and he won't text me back 3. came to work.

i get to see jaret tonight :) YAY!!!!

i'm in a good mood today for some reason.....except i have to work tonight poo on that.

11 months...what now bitches!

my thanksgiving as good...wish i was home with jaret. but i can't always get what i want....well i shall go now ttyl toodles

do you truely love????

today is not good

all is well....

things are good. just been kinda bored. got some stuff on my mind. but i don't think it's gonna be something big. i g2g ttyl

everything is good..me and jaret are good. i heart him tons and tons. hopefully i'll see him friday. school is still blah but what more could you ask for it's school. well i best be going ttyl toodles.

AH

going to take the ACT then to jaret's

i started working at Milano's....it's okay. the owner is mean. i have to go ttyl toodles

tomorrow i have midterm...then i'm going to Dazman's funeral and then i have to go to work. i start work at my new job at milano's should be fun. i get take food to people and stuff like that. well people i shall go...i have to study...ttyl toodles.

things are getting better....but i still think it's just a dream and that monday when i go to school i'll see him there. i'll go to spanish and he'll be there....i still don't believe it.....it's hit me but it hasn't hit me...if that makes any sense.... we miss you Daz!

you know you hear about the shootings and stuff in Atl. where a school lost one of there student's and you think it'll never happen here. well it has happened.....it hurts me to think that someone would do that to someone our age. i walked into Spanish today and i looked at D.A.'s desk and he wasn't there. that was hard for me i kept thinking he suppose to be here he's suppose to be in this class. he suppose to be in this classroom talking to Wes and Goode across the room. i told my teacher that i had to leave for a min. so i left i went to the lunchroom ..and i cried with some of my friends. something like this get's you thinking. yeah your right you are not promised tomorrow....and you should live everyday like it was your last day. i went to Teaver Road last night and i sat there and i thought about Daz and then i thought about my life and everything that i've done....it got to me and i called Jaret i told him that i loved him and that i missed him and that i needed him there with me. that was hard for to do last night...to go to that church and hear Mr.P talk about Daz......i can remeber him standing the hall way holding that sign that said be quiet in the hall..and him wearing that silly little hat he had to where. it's going to be really hard for me to go to spanish and not see him there...maybe things will get better but right now they aren't. i'm thinking about going to church sunday...well i have to go now i'll speak with you people later. WE LOVE YOU DAZ!!!! #5

today i arrive at school with a feeling that something itn't right. I get there and everyone is silent and i see Chelsea asks me if i've heard? i was "heard what?" she said that Daz got shot and killed last night...i thought you must be kidding Daz...he's our age. but yet some 21 yr old decided to take his life by shooting him it he back and killing him. i wanted to talk to Jaret so bad but i couldn't. so me and Chelsea went down the library where they had people to help you greif and stuff....Chelsea cried with me, i cried with her. we cried together. Daz was such an awesome person and he had a big impact on this school. he loved it with all his heart. and for someone to do this to him...well there are no words that i can say to express what i want done to him. Jessica was here to help me too..but the one person that i want to be with me is Jaret but he doesn't have his phone and that's understandable. well people i have to go. We Love You Daz!

my tears will go unheard..