things aren't so well for me right now.....it's too early and i'm fixng to get ready to go to church with my brother. last night he said somethings to me that hurt.....but i've heard them before. he told me that i said that i would change and that i hadn't...well if me losing you is the cause of that...then i guess i might change. i can honestly say that at the time that i said that....that i didn't even try. but i guess now i will. i love him so much he doesn't understand that. but i will try. i best go now i needed to say that...