okay the last couple of nights have been crazy. Thrusday night after the volleyball scrimage(sp?) i went to Stephanie's house. it was me , the lovely chelsea, and the crazy lacey. we had a good time up until the drama started. needless to say i stayed up till like 6:30 with Chelsea. i think i stayed up later than that. yeah that night was horrible. and then yesterday i called him to talk about what happened. and he just kept saying he was sorry and that he made a mistake and that he knows he has some stuff to work on . expically is temper. and that he didn't mean too and if there was any way he could make it up to me he would. so we went the to the movies last night. and while watching the movie he just kept hugging me and telling me he ws sorry and that he didn't mean too. and that he wants me to come back to him. and that it was my choice and if i didn't that he'll still be here for me if i ever needed anything, regardless of what we were. i was like aww...and i started to cry again. he said that he never took something like this so hard about anyone. and i think that he meant it....but i can never be sure. but i took him back and we talked and i think things are okay.... i just keep thinking did i make a mistake of doing that. will he actually change and not be the way he was. or will he just be sweet and innocent and not cause anythng problems for a couple of months and then turn again. i just don't know. i just feel like whatever i do i'll hurt someone. me taking him back was the hardest thing that i've ever done. the hardest part was making the decision to. but anyway. today was the volleyball bake sale that was not as fun as i thought it would. i thought screaming "do you wanna buy some cookies!?" would be fun. but turns out it's not as fun as i thought. jaret's at work i better be off. ttyl toodles