somtimes you wish you could just find a deep dark hole and climb into it, just to get away from reality and the dumb idiots who live there. but the only problem is there isn't a deep enough hole into which to climb down. the best place i found so far is in my room with the lights out, drapes closed and music playing load enough to drown out the voices from down stairs. its not the best but it is still relaxing. with christmas coming i will problly be spending a lot of time up in my room. I really got to get myself out of the house more. school doesn't really count, as seeing you have to do work there. i can't wait till i get a car. i can just get into it and drive untill i run out of gas or untill i get hungry. life can just drive you insane if your stuck in your house forever, with nothing to do. well i best get back to doing abolutetly nothing. ~confusd~