Im just going to sit and pretend Im NOT falling for you.
Cause if I dont admit it, Then i cant get hurt
*gosh*
here i go, falling again.
watching my pathetic self get that feeling, the feeling that i have found that love.
the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on.
and i know i'll regret this so much. but i cant help falling for him. i know its the worse possible thing to do but it feels so right.
the way he cares about me, and how he cannot stand to have me cry. the way his hugs just make me so happy and give me butterflies [flutterflies]. its just so great to feel like this, but i know nothing will happen. I thought i wouldnt fall for him. a year and a half...then i fell.
but hes great....whats not to love!
no, no. i need to shut up. if i dont admit it, i wont feel it, then it wont affect me.
I dont love him!
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*He shines in a world of ugliness,
he matters when everything else is meaningless*
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*&& when you hold me i wish you'd never let go*
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*I cant stop thinking about him*
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*I never wanted the stars,
never shot for the moon,
i like them where they are,
all i ever wanted was you*
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*I get lost in your eyes*
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*I can almost reach and touch the stars and feel my heart beating with your heart
I can almost change the world you know if you'll hold my hand and never let me go*
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*im trying to convince myself that youre not the one for me,
but the more i think the less i believe it
and the more i want you here with me*
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*i was having the worst day...until i saw his smile* [&& felt his hugg]
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*i want to be his last call of the night,
his first thought in the morning;
five hour conversations,
the one with "no, you hang up first",
him to make my heart race,
give me sweaty palms,
hugs that you never want to let go of,
but most of all, i want to be considered:
his.*
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*If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb and jaded.*
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read this
A person who commits suicide dies once, but the people who love them die a thousand deaths, reliving and trying to make sense of what happened