shit has happend i don't feel like explaining. but right now i'm at janets house. janets house is so pretty everyroom upstairs has a different color and they all mesh ..mesh? oh well they all mesh together just right. i don' think janet even know i have this diary, i know it's stupid but i don't really want my other friends to know about it. i mean i usually express most ofmy feelings on my livejournal but ... idk i'm gay. i was suppose to go to me cousins house tonight :-X she's 6 years old and she's REALLY annoing and she pronounce my AIR-E-ELLE like sound that out and thats how pronounce myname . and i cna't ignore her or else she keeps calling and calling my name! ahhh. but i never called her back and then i finally did bc i felt bad and i told her i could sleepover there tomorrow. they have a pool so i'll get a good tan, they live in forked river so it's kind of a long ride and my uncles annoying . oh well hes kinda cool. i hope my mom doesn't drive me there. all she does is complain. i'm so glad me and janet aren't having a sleepover at my house. i hate my house, ya know how somtimes parents are so annoying and care too much>? well my parents don't give a shit and that makes me feel like shit. so ifyou think your parents are annoying and care too much, at least they care at all. i'm gonna go now --Relish