chris is getting to know more and more girls in his area. we're fading more. he doens' tlike me.. not even enough to talk. and tell me that i'm his favorite person and it sucks. he probably got some new girl to obsess over and be clingy with. jealous? i'm not sure but whatever he's never coming back. get over it -slaps self- stop thinking he'll come back to you -slaps self again- so anyway. janet doesn't wait for me at the end of the day and i'm a loser and am at my locker all alone while everyone is laughing and having a good time with thier friends. and i stand hurrying to get my shit together. forgetting my math binder causing me to fail math. god life sucks sotmimes. the little things really upset me. i really really need to get some friends. i feel so alone