its amazing how people can change so much in so little time. but then again i supose it isnt all that short a period of time. yeah, it sucks, sometimes i miss them, but at the same time its like why should i bother with people who dont give two shits about me. and then i go back to the times when i think that i should talk to them and mend everything. move on from it. forgive but not forget. but that is way easier said than done. plus im not letting my guard down. but you know what, im happy with where i am right now. im content with who my friends are, and the fact that i now know who i can actually trust and rely on. i still believe that everything happens for a reason, the reason why we arnt friends was to show me that i cant rely on everyone, and it showed me who my real friends are. so maybe ill end up talking to them. maybe i wont. im just going to live day to day and whatever happens, happens.