it kills me that we aren't best friends anymore it kills me to know that you cant trust me anymore and i know that your mad at me, even though you deny it and i know that their isn't much i can do about it and you know what, he wasn't worth it and i see that now, but i didn't then yeah you warned me but i need you more than ever latley and sometimes i wish, maybe, i could just call you and you would listen to me, and we could talk for hours and i could actually see you for the first time in a month an a half but i'm out of ideas. and i don't know what to say to you. and this isn't because i'm not happy, because i am, i pretty content right now but sometimes, when i stop to think about it, it just makes me sad, to know that we arn't close anymore and that sometimes, you almost seem like you can hardly stand me. and its killing me its killing me way more than you know and i cant do anything about it