today i missed my eye appt. to do kerstian's hair for ball and it looks really good then me kerstian courtney and cody went to cody's house so that his mom could finish the rest and she did its curled in the back then we went into the house and i went in with kerstian to help her get ready..then i put the makeup stuff on her and WOW if i was a guy i would stalk her and beg her to go out with me!!!! good thing we're both "going out with sean" just wait till she gets home from ball....;P im not going to ball though b/c my dad and mom....long story but whatever but anyway i really want to go to prom with Angelo my oldest brother b/c it will be his last prom and it will be my first..but okay yeah im done for not....later
Always
Angelica Anne
i feel like crap b/c kerstian and everyone is at ball and im here complaining b/c im not.....my parents kicking me out back and forth me running away cys sage house with the lezbian that tried to get me and just everything my first ball i cant go i just wish that for one time and i wouldnt ask for anything else that i would be the pretty one i would be the one that everyone says oh mygod look at her she looks soo good or something but no im not i never am and never will be so all i have to do left is just complain but since no one really cares i'll stop....i just need someone....sean...
angelica
anne
yesterday around well i dont know when i got home from P&C kerstian called me and asked if i wanted to go with her and cody so i said sure and asked and then when cody came my big bad brother chris was all like dont touch my sister cody and being a dickhead and then cody waved to him and chris came off the porch and cody reved the engine and then we left..after that we journeyd to tylers house to get him(we parked by phil's house) and these two random guys came by and kerstians like my friend wants to blow u....im like what and the one guy was like what did u say and im like nothing but u have a nice ass(just messing around of course) and he stopped and was like whatever u wanna do hunni im like NO THANKS haha....then we got tyler....dropped off movies...kmart was closed...went to kerstian's house
o yeah and somewhere inbetween there we went to the dandy in wysox and seen ben kinsman !!hottt!!!!!
always
angelica
anne
i wanna tell you something b/c your the only one that understands and we r best friends and i know that if i tell you u wont treat me like an alien...
you know who you are Leave me a comment
always Angelica anne
AL and Misty left to our new house to go see if we can start moving stuff in today we were sopossed to like this week but all we've been doing is boxing up stuff we had the whole inside of the house redone b/c the last people who lived there well im not gonna start but in the summer the outside is getting done and im moving like a few houses from kim thats cool. I hope all the shit between her and kerstian calms down or something not thats its my business but im hearing horrible shit from kerstian but hten kim has a total different story they need to chill and just stop acting like freshman not that i dont at points but still...anyway my aunts beth and debbie lied to me cuz they said that they would take me to the mall to get my ball dress but i guess im not going because i dont know o well whatever i shouldnt of depended on them thats all my fault i forgot that i can only depend on friends for stuff (some you know who u are) yeah and blaine was gonna ask me friday but i wasnt in school..... i dont know what to say....i want to ask sean but thats too risky ..o and before i go i have well i had two guinee pigs but chris killed one and the other i named gusterd but i call him gust for short hah i know im cracked up well later
kim-hope things are chilled between us i dont know why they wouldnt be but...just checking
kerstian-...
nicole- revealing our dLs...
SOMEONE TELL ME IF THEY LIKE MY BACKGROUND
i know its been a while but on 30th through like the 1st me and nicole stayed over our friend Tawny's house for this 2day party and there were a lot of people there and this hot kid sean was writing all over me in the black light ;P n e way yeah well i cant get to into any details of anything so....to make it extrememly short we partyd had fun fell on our ass and revealed some dirty little secrets..and i got seans number and we might just go out (he has a band and his skate team is crew7..and its a real team not some fake ass name and hes lead singer and guitarist of his band!!!)
until later
Angelica
Anne
I LOVE THIS SONG SEAN INTROED IT TO ME!!!
BLINK 182 DAMMIT...
It’s alright to tell me what you think about me
I won’t try to argue or hold it against you
I know that your leaving you must have your reasons
the season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retrace the sad look on your face
the timing and structure did you hear he f*cked her
a day late a buck short I’m writing the report
on losing and failing when I move I’m flailing now
And it happened once again I’ll turn to a friend
someone who understands sees through the master plan
but everybody’s gone and I’ve been here for too long
to face this on my own well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I’ll see you at a movie sneak preview
you’ll show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
and I’ll smile and you’ll wave we’ll pretend it’s okay
the charade it won’t last when he’s gone I won’t come back
and it’ll happen once again you’ll turn to a friend
someone who understands sees through the master plan
but everybody’s gone and you’ve been here for too long
to face this on your own well I guess this is growing up
Well I gues this is growing up
im soo bored theres nothing to do but take a shower which i've been doing all day basically omg imgoing to flip out
nothing to type except typing theres nothing to type...im fixing on changing my layout...ahhhh...o yeah a quick poem i thought of last night
do u like to hear her screams
do u like to hear her yell
just tell the people she slipped and fell
are u some kind of sick fuck
do u enjoy and love this twisted game
or do u love the sound of my shattering pain ?
by Angelica Anne