so. im starting a story. this is just my poems. im starting a story called forgetmenot check i out. comment please. and im also starting one that is called dreaminglibby so i love you all. please check out my stuff and see if it is any good. much love <3

you know that you're dreaming... when your dreams never come true.

broken city sidewalks and a name that cant repeat i see you there when im standing here as the planes crash to your feet the softness of purple tidings bring water away from the shore but no one can imagine it here when your family's here no more for all thats been donbe this is all i want to do when you're floating in the river and strattling the banks tomorrow is for nothing nothing is tomorrow

you want the truth? from the beginning its the way ytou take my breathe away everytime you walk into my life this is one truth that is your until the end the thing taht you can never change i will never deny that i said it no matter what happens who cares baout what our friends say this is you one bit of truth keep it with you and dont forget i love you brett fonseca i always have and always will.

sometimes anger gets the best of us sometimes anger sees us cry it sees us in the corner and seees the tear in the corner of our eye

give me an agenda give me a plan my little blue notebook and writings in the sand give me some time give me choice and freedom give me life dont forget give me voice throu the pebbles 1, 2, 3, 4 through the foggy woods through the trees through the open door ive been sleeping longer than i thought i woke up from first kiss given by my love

im looking at our picture looking at our undying love looking and missing you missing your warm hugs i said id love you forever you said youd never give up never give up and leave me hear with no one else to love love is like two swana swimming in the lake of life swimming just swimming never saying goodnight you know when he's leving you when he finally says goodbye id never say goodbye neither have you love was meant for you and i

all but adalyn know all the sins they did thats why they know her as dear and sweet adalyn when adalyn goes out to play all the other kids gossip in ways because she is the most perfect kid dear ans sweet adalyn but then the gossip sinks in for adalyn cannot be as perfect as HIM she starts to transform, crack under pressure so she lifts the noche to the next measure adalyn lets down her hair then chooses inappropriate things to wear she pays money for the dirty drugs and she gives the boys hugs then she goes in the corner and cuts she digs deepere and deeper because she sees no change from before for dear and sweet adalyn is hear no more

she's the toughest critic when evaluating herself she's her own worst enemy and her conscience melts as she takes a puff of her cancer-creating host her life starts to blur when her mind roasts even as she's intoxicated she can walk on her feet and say she survived survived the terrible fall while in the hospital and near the meds that voice is no longer in her head hold my hand please as you take those steps toward the light firnd your wisdom and try with all your might this is how she's learned to cope this is how she deals when the stains are on her shirt she knows her reality is real forget the billboards directing you throught life remember the hardships of his loving wife as her swipes his hand across her cheek the blood imperfects the carpet but he keeps swinging painting like an artist the monet is cleared after she is stuffed in the truck and does he cry? does he care? mo, he doesnt give a fuck she could have defended herself but she never tried she was too weak and he knows why he took advantage and left ehr clean he never lost the habit or cared about what he did.

you think you know me but you're going to fid out everything you thought you knew you dont kow about the cars cross the highway and your head is in the clouds but your head tilts up as i follow you around this knife in my hand and blood on my wrist tells of my pain as my mind twists the scars on my flesh when i sleep until tomorrow wherever i go i cannot follow for the thoughts of my mistake raise inside me mind so i will go where i cannot find whenever im sad isntead of crying ill let the blood be my tears as i see the knife lying next to my mistakes i see my bloood as scars remind me who is really to love but neosporing wont work and there's no cure for my sickness so that memory is scarred much like my weakness once upon a time i thought i saw Betty Crocker sitting there still with her cookies and rocker my mind is no cause for my intensions toward life as time progresses i get more tears and strife dont unlash my secret in recors breaking time as she sits there staring silent as a mime comb out the melancholy and try to spin my words as the blood on my wrist starts to drown the world.

ive dont so much so much to you everything ive ever put you through and ive said it before and ill say it again im sorry so sorry if a wasnt a good friend this time its better this time its right meant to be together day and night me, ill find my jacob someone in the same room your right its not fair what ive done to you i shouldnt have told you what have i done? no more no more your relationship has just begun.

im hurt, broken, scratched you dont see i live off my fears no whispers only yells near your ears my ego is shattered, scattered, and torn dont bother to talk or explain im tired of your bullshit your bruises your shame you are a mosquito you've bitten me with the nile but your but doesnt bother me cuz im not a child dreams dont happen life is for real im not listening to what you feel i long for freeedom of hell and of you.

listening but not wanting to hear the anger inside me bursts into tears you're yelling i'm shouting and our love begins to fall the breeze sweeps around me is this nature's call? dont go please stay i'm sorry for the things i didnt meant to say please dont say things are better this way you couldnt have dont it you couldnt have cared she wants the cruel gester rejected by those stares the corotion the money packed up in watts the shutting of a door starts to awaken your thoughts do you see me here? in my hostily state? with nothing but pian and sorrow to cover the naked me these scars you know how i got them? i got them from bullets digging deeper into my flesh does it look painful? do you think i cried? well i did, cuz those bullets were you, father de3ath upon me and everytime you see me think of bullets

So you’re looking at your dead, sea scrolls Will I every be your boo? Your one and only lover Your one and only love I’m IN love with you Just because I’ve denied it so many times before I’m afraid Afraid of what you’ll do Baby Baby Come sail my way Just come and do What you do Just come in and say “I’m in love with you too” You love her She loves you no matter what she may say I know I know I know you feel this way It makes the petals dew I add my drop to their collection Come baby Comer here.

Just as you caught those stars in my eyes And the words unraveled on napkins A line from a poem or a phrase from a movie The lines in your mouth stole the world from under my feet. The twisted fragment revealed from under your breath A sweet baby rose lying peacefully on dead thorns And the dead thorns are what make the rose so beautiful So sing those lyrics like you never have before.

Dreaming And is it best To believe the lies You would never guess Denial is a powerful thing You are my secret weakness No matter how many times you hurt me How many times you beat me to death I’ll still live in your eyes I’ll still live in your presence You want the truth? From the beginning It’s the way you take my breathe away Yet you breathe the life into me Who care about what our friends say This is your one bit of truth My life without you has been nothing But one big roller coaster Nothing but one big ride Nothing but an empty seat until you filled the gap Filled the gap in my life You’re like the cold fire that takes my breathe away Sometimes anger gets the best of us Sometimes anger sees us cry It sees us in the corner And sees the tears in the corner of our eye You where the one who stole the words Straight from the mouths of movies In the end When you don’t know what to do You know that you’re dreaming When your dreams never come true

You thought yourself never creative You thought yourself blind You thought yourself stupid Until you stole those words from your m i n d Are you ridiculing me? Are you that pathetic? What happened to us? What happened to we? Are you really that misunderstood? I ask these questions from the hearts of thee You were the one who stole the words Straight from the mouths of movies Those lies in your heat of frustration When those lies fin a l l y see us And we finally see those lies We come out and respect the truth of us When it’s all in the p a s t And I need you I can’t hear you For you are going off into the dist a n c e What did you say? I’m not looking for love I’m looking for being in love

And is it best To beLIEve the LIEs After all It’s what passes time It’s what gets you through Through the toughest times It helps you thrive And it helps you fall Once they break the barriers from doing your best The best to your capacity I’ve noticed the way they make you wait Then disappoint you all over again I’ve been waiting Waiting to be let out But I can’t leave until they bring the key The key to my future The key to my success They’re blocking me Preventing me from entering Going into the world of love The world of knowledge and hope Full of flowers and capes Where all you dreams come true These dreams come true for me For me and for you So I will wait Wait for that key The key that unlocks my destiny