So this is like the 3rd time I've cried today, I hate days like these. This morning I got up early & we went to Star Bucks to hang out with two family friends since we haven't seen them since their daughters wedding like three months ago. Umm, one of their sons names is Jon, he works down at the Warf in the pet section. I was like majorly in love with him for a little over a year until he hit on my "best friend" infront of me after he told me he liked me the same way I did him. Hahah, then he fucked me over & went for this fake that goes to Ventura HS. It was a little weird seeing his family today because yeah... I was in love with him. I would've done anything for him. I miss him today. My stepdad tried to pick a fight with my mom & I today. He said that we take things too seriously & it's "fucking bullshit" so he stormed off. Five minutes later he acted like nothing was wrong. Thank GOD he's leaving tomorrow & won't be back until Thursday. I can't take his shit anymore. He has a negative opinion about every little thing & it's so annoying. My mom was a bitch last night. Her & my stepdad were like ganging up to pick on me. I'm sorry but I can't stand it when my parents joke with me because it pisses me off & then I get in trouble for being pissed off and blah blah blah. She gets mad if I get mad. Uhm, if you don't like how I react to it then don't do it wow there's an idea. Last thing to bitch about... I'm really homesick. I was supposed to go to Missouri this summer but yeah idk. No one from there really stays in touch anymore. My grandma only calls me to tell me about my uncle & his kids, not to ask how my mom and I are doing or anything. I miss Tigger, I've been thinking about everything there a lot lately. Forget this entry.. I don't even know why I wrote this. Bye.