I don't know what happened to me, I used to be so cheerful, but I'm not anymore, especially not today. I feel like I've drinken black ink, and every cell block in me got black, only my heart is still fighting to stay red. It's very hard with these people around me...egoistic, stupid, human beings (if you can call them like that). Sometimes I try to understand what is on those brains, but then again I just turn my back and feel deaf. Left alone with a cold blank stare I feel like giving up I was blinded by a paradise Utopia high in the sky A dream that only drowned me Deep in sorrow, wondering why